Stray Kids- Oneshots (boyxboy)

Confusion-Jilix#18

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Felix had always known that he had a special connection with Jisung. They had been roommates in the school dorm for almost a year now, and they had grown very close. They were always touching each other, cuddling on the couch, or holding hands as they walked through the campus. Felix loved the way the other would wrap his arms around him and pull him close, and Han seemed to enjoy the physical contact just as much as Felix did.

But none of them ever thought that most people do those sort of things only when they're a couple.

One night, Felix woke up to go get some water, but on the way back to his dorm, he heard small sniffles coming from Han's dorm. He stopped, concerned, and walked over to Han's room. "Hannie?" Felix softly whispered, opening the door and walking up to Jisung, gently placing a hand on his shoulder, "is everything alright?"

Han turned to face Felix. He was breathing heavily and looked like he was on the verge of crying his eyes out. Felix's heart raced as he tried to calm him down. "It's okay, Hannie. What's wrong?" He whispered, pulling Jisung into a tight hug. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."

He could feel Han's body shaking as he held him close. He had never seen Jisung like this before, and it scared him.

He didn't know what was wrong, but he knew he had to do something to help. "Breathe, Han, slowly." He said, stroking his hair. "You're going to be okay."

As Jisung's breathing began to slow, Felix started to relax. He held him tight, feeling the warmth of his body against his own. He could feel Han's heartbeat against his chest, and it was the most comforting thing he had ever felt.

After a few minutes, Han calmed down enough to talk. "I'm sorry it's just-" He took a deep breath, almost stabbing his nails into his own arm. He couldn't stop shaking, his head was a complete mess.

Felix slowly removed Jisung's hand away from his arm to stop him from hurting himself, "don't do that. It's not good for you. Take your time, there's no rush. You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to. But just know that I'm here for you, hm?"

Felix's voice was soft, and it somehow calmed Han down a bit.

"I don't want to force you into doing anything you don't want to. Do you want to lay back down? I can massage your back if you like!" To Han, Felix was the sweetest person to ever exist.

"No, no.. I can do it." Jisung said, with a shaky breath. "I just- listen Lixie, I'm just confused that's all it is." Felix raised an eyebrow "about what?"

"Us."

The two remained silent for some time. There was not enough light for them to see each other. Felix was confused, but somehow hopeful in something: does this mean Han likes him too?

"What do you mean?" Felix managed to blurt out, whiteout making it sound like he was as intrigued as he was about it.

"I can't understand my feelings," Han sighed, feeling tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I probably sound like a creep right now I don't want to ruin what's between us but. What you feel when you hold my hand, isn't the same as I feel and.. I'm confused sorry-" Felix knew exactly what Jisung meant. But he thought it would've been better to let Jisung finish.

"It's just that- it's like my stomach is filled with butterflies and my face burns up, I- I don't think the feelings I have towards you are felt in a friendship, Felix. I think I like you more than that." He sniffled, covering his face, as he felt his heart go even faster than it already was. His head was spinning so much because of this confusion that, after holding it in for so much, it had to somehow come out eventually.

Felix smiled softly, cupping Han's face in his hands. "Hey Hannie, look at me. I feel the same towards you." Then he reached over to the other's lips and kissed him sweetly.

Jisung was stunned, but immediately kissed back, feeling his cheeks warm up and his head getting lighter, as he melted into the kiss.

"Do you feel a little better now? Or is there something else that's bothering you?" Felix asked, caressing Jisung's hair.

Han smiled, surrendering to the other's gentle touch, feeling his heart finally at peace. "No Felix, now that you're by my side it's all gone. Thank you." he chuckled lightly, holding the boy tightly in a hug.

As they lay in bed, Felix couldn't help but gaze at Han lovingly. He had always thought Jisung was beautiful, but in this moment, with his hair tousled and his eyes still slightly damp from his earlier tears, he looked absolutely breathtaking.

But seeing his cheeks still wet from crying pained him, so he gently applied a thumb to his face, wiping away his tears. "And remember, I'm always here for you. I'll always be, so don't worry. And it's about time that I tell you this Hannie," Felix smirked, "I love you so much y'know that, right?"

Felix leaned in and pressed his lips to Han's forehead, then trailed kisses down his nose and over his cheeks. Han giggled and squirmed under Felix's touch, and Felix couldn't resist grinning at him.

"You're so cute," Felix said, his voice filled with affection. "I just want to kiss you."

Han's cheeks turned pink, and he buried his face in Felix's neck. "Stop it, you're way cuter than me and you know that." he said, but Felix could hear the smile in his voice.

"No I'm not! Listen to me Han Jisung, you're the most handsome, beautiful, pretty, adorable, cute human to ever exist, do you understand?" Jisung giggled, embarassed by what Felix just said and took his revenge tickling him.

The both of them were just happy and inlove that their smile couldn't leave their faces. They eventually fell asleep in each other's arms, happy and content, knowing that they had each other.

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