Son âme précieuse

Obsessively Addicted

Nashwa Hammad POV

The day has passed since he talked to me no threatened would be the right word for it yes because he didn't talk to me he practically blackmailed me with Agha jaan's name knowing well how scared I'm from him and he used that card well for his advantage but one thing why does he want to marry me when there is no mutual understanding between both of us.

I was thinking about lot of things since yesterday and that was making my headache worsen than before even though I had took pain killers but nothing was helping me only Palwasha aapi know about my condition because she had seen me coming out of his room that night and seeing my crying face she immediately guessed that something must have happened not being able to control I told her about his intentions and she couldn't do anything accept giving me a false hope that she would find a way out.

' You can bear it Nash I know you can '.

Nash what is this you didn't even finish your soup? My train of thoughts were broken by none other than palwasha aapi she was standing at the door of my room with her hands folded over her chest.

' Ah sorry aapi I just forgot to drink it will drink it now' I said taking the bowl of soup from bedside table.

You better take it right now or I have to shove it down your throat, she said in a bit strict tone making me slightly smile.

I know she does this all because she loves me a lot and cares about me and that's why I never took anything to my heart and listen to whatever she would say even if it's about giving an advice to me.

As soon I was done drinking the soup I put back the bowl on side table and turned to see her looking at me her eyes were fixed on me and they were having so many questions in them as if wants to ask me those unasked questions.

' You want to ask something don't you ' I asked or more like stated looking at her.

Do you really want this to happen? She asked still looking at me.

I know to what she was referring to so I shook my head with a bitter smile on my face and said controlling my emotions.

' could you stop it from happening, no right? '

We can still talk to agha jaan if we tell him he wi-- I interrupted her because the words were nothing but a mere false hope reason well isn't he the one wanting me to marry him his eldest grandson.

Don't don't sweat yourself about it he would never listen I had tried before it's futile, I said feeling extremely pathetic at the moment.

She was looking at me with sympathy which I really don't want because I don't want to look miserable in the eyes of others and that too when they are your own family.

' Don't give me that look aapi when there is nothing we can do' I said getting up from the bed going towards the window.

Few minutes passed by she didn't say anything which made me think that she had left the room but when I looked back she was now sitting on the couch seems to be in deep thoughts.

I was looking out of the window when my eyes landed on a figure downstairs he was coming inside with someone and that someone is no one but a girl in very revealing dress she was desperately clinging to his arm and him his face was void of any emotions.

He was walking ahead with his head held high as if sensing someone's gaze on him he looked up only to clash his goldenish blue orbs with mine and there came a lopsided smirk on his face making me suddenly took a step away from the window.

I was still processing what had just happened when Palwasha aapi's  next words shook me badly from inside out.

" تېښته نشوه"