That night my heart was especially heavy. Every heartbeat was heavier than the last. The moonlight shone on my face, and i bitterly accepted it. Eventually i calmed down, but i felt abysfull in my soul. I lamented the past until the moonlight no longer covered me. I no longer felt anything, i longed for salvation. I felt a pain in my heart so strong, that i could've screamed from the pain. The images of war were painted in my head and the screams of my past comrades frightened me. I couldn't anymore.
