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Flashback August 3 2015

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Flashback
August 3 2015

Sevyn had just got off the school bus holding sariyah hand walking to Mimi and papas house going through the back gate she went up the steps walking in

"Mimi we're here" ahw yelled sitting sari up in the barstool handing her iPad off the charger making her snack papa walked in the kitchen tickling  sariyah and kissing her forehead "hey my babies" " hey poppa" sariyah cheesed waving " hey poppa" she smiled hugging him  "have a good day sevy" poppa patted her shoulder "I'll try" she smiled hugging  sariyah

She walked out  walking to hee momma house ej was at football practice and she was off for the day she walked in the yard seeing cars "here we go" she smiled opening the door "hey ma" sevyn said walking into the kitchen for water "sevyn Alanna come here" hee momma said angrily she sighed knowing she was already high waking into the living room

"Ye-" before she could finsh my sentence she slapped her across ths face "don't come In My house and don't fucking speak" she yelled slapping me harder then before  hot tears clouded sevyn eyes she sighed  "ok" she held her
Head down walking to my room   Closing the door

She sat down looking at her face she cried updating the foundation on her bruises  "Gansta bitches don't cry" she wiped her tears. Sevyn mom was always sbusive after her daddy got locked up   she beat her when ej wasn't round she put her children out mutiple times  she always had strange men around them she was never a good mother

She laid down  listening to Chris brown doing mher homework till it was time for bed sevyn changed her clothes putting on shorts and a tank top opening my window to get the food off the front porch she got delivered sevyn checked her phone  ej texted he was staying with his friend tonight she sighed holding back tears . She hated when he wasn't home it was never good  she came back in closing my window eating her food putting the bag in the trash bag under her bed
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Sevyn woke up feeling hands touching her chest she opened her eyes seeing my momma bf of the week "get offf me" she yelled kicking him he covered her mouth "don't say shit else or I'll kill you right here" he said licking his lips  she closed my eyes crying hoping it was a nightmare 

Present
2 am

Shw sat in the bed looking at the wall hot tears hit her eyes  "mamas what wrong" lek rolled over sitting up  "nothing baby go back to sleep" she sighed kissing him he smacked his teeth turning on the side lamp "Sevyn Alanna Monet quit lying on folks" he lifted her head up "queens don't hold there head down" he wiped her tears

"Now wassup can yk I ain't going back to sleep" he  licked his lips "I'm okay kalik" she plastered a smile on hee face "sevyn quit lying on folks" nobody knew sevyn was raped expect. Liyah and Essie she was depressed majority of high school and had 3 failed attempts  she sighed "Gansta bitches don't cry" she mumbled

Lek smacked his teeth getting out bed walking down stairs  she sighed  looking at  pocket knife sitting on the dresser by leks gun sevyn haven't cut herself since she was 16 but she just felt so worthless in the moment lek walked back up stairs  with her favorite ice cream  he notciced her staring at the knife sevyn got up walking he ran grabbing the knife "sevyn Alanna hell nah we Finna talk" he sat her back down as she cried in his arms

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