Changbin slowly slinks out of his secret lovers bed. Stirring the older man awake.
"Thinking of her?" He asks
" What do I do when I am with you but thinking of her?" Changbin asks turning back to the still naked Minho. Having just finished fucking each other less than an hour prior.
" You can leave, Get dressed and run back to something you know wont fulfill you. Or you could choose me." Minho says shifting on his side to face Changbin.
" Minho, I love you, You are beautiful and have a lonely heart. You deserve to have someone who will love you outside of the dark." Changbin tells the older man before turning back to find his boxers that were thrown across the room. Suddenly Changbin feels the older mans bare body press against his back.
" I need you here with me. Changbin I don't want anyone else. I only want you." Minho says to the bigger man digging his face into his neck.
" I want you too Minho." Changbin replies to the older man.
" but you want her too?" Changbin nods not wanting to lie to one of his lovers again.
" What do we do when we are all gonna get hurt? Why cant I just have the both of you? My girlfriend that I can make a family with and do the things that I was put here to do and you my Minho that I love and hold forever." Changbin asks Minho
" Because that's not how life works Changbin, You have to choose me or her." He informs the younger man letting his arms slip away from him. Knowing that Changbin will choose his girlfriend. "Does she know the tears you cry when you kiss the neck of another guy but you are holding on because you think its wrong but in the back of your mind you know its not. We both know you wont come clean but I still need you here with me. Please Changbin don't leave me." He begs as he watches the man he loves put his clothes on ready to leave and go back to the one thing keeping him from Changbin.
" Minho, That's not fair. You know why I have problems with this. I want to love you openly but I just cant accept the fact that I am attracted to men. I cant have that ruining my reputation. I need to settle down with her and have a family. I cant do that with you. " Changbin argues hurt that Minho would use this against him. The two fall into a silence for a few minutes. "Minho I dont think I can do this anymore. She is the future I want. You are just a fling for me to fulfill my own dark desires. What you have done just proved to me that I need to choose her. Goodbye Minho." Changbin leaves Minho's dorm without a second glance to the man he loves.
