Freen's Pov
While working on my laptop on some files which I am annoyed because I can't do it well and I can't focus also,
I noticed that someone is going downstairs, I didn't bother to look who's person is that because I'm still trying to focus on what I am doing,
I heard that person and richie is whispering something to each other while they're both staring at me,
Gosh! It makes me uncomfortable when someone is staring at me,
I didn't bother to pay more attention to them because I can't hear them also and it's embarrassing if I would look at them especially if it's becky,
While working I felt that someone sat beside me and she is moving silently like she didn't want to bother me who's working here,
That person pat my shoulders but I didn't pay any attention to her or him or them, I don't care,
" P'freen. " Someone said in soft voice
Wait I know who's voice is this, it's her, isn't it?
I know it's becky, don't get me wrong but I knew it's her." P'freen!!! " Becky said
" Hey! Talk to me. " She said
" Babe!!!! " She cutely said and she snuggle in my shoulders,
But no I won't let my guard down, I'm still upset and I don't want to say something that might hurt her feelings,
But am I doing the right thing? Is it right if she would suffer from my attitude but I'm also protecting her,
" Please let's talk. " She said, I removed her hands on my shoulders and move a little far from her,
While working someone put my laptop down and I was about to speak something,
" What the- " I said and I looked up,
" What? " She said and crossed her arms
I sighed " what do you need? " I said
" Let's talk. " She said
" Bec, can we talk later or tomorrow? I still have some important work to do. " I said even though there's nothing,
it's just I want to stop thinking about it, I don't know why it upset me and why I hate it when he called me like that, not because i am just offended, it feels like there's something more that I couldn't tell, maybe because he like Becky, no! It feels more than that.
" No let's talk right now. " She strictly said that made me flinch, wow I didn't know that my baby could be this scary,
" But- " I was about to say something but I was cut by her
" Sarocha! " She shouted
" Now or never? Choose. " She said
" Argh fine. " I said
" What wrong with you? " She said
" Nothing. " I said
" Saying nothing means something. " She said
" Fine, I also don't know exactly but that nop just getting on my nerves. " I said and looked down
Becky's Pov
" Fine, I also don't know exactly but that nop just getting on my nerves. " She said that made me smile, she looked down,
So that's why she looked so frustrated because she is feeling mixed emotions, upset, angry and jealousy.
" Why? " I asked her even though I know the reason I still wanted to hear it from her mouth,
" It's just, there's some bad vibe he has that affects me and I hate it! Gosh what happening to me?! When I heard your story with him I felt uncomfortable and when I met him he even called me a maid that made me upset because it looks like he is making fun of me. " She said
So I am right, she is feeling mixed emotions that lead her to a frustrating situation,
" Then why are you not talking to me properly earlier? It looks like I'm an air to you. " I said
" It's because of my negative thoughts and negative emotions, I don't want to say I words that could hurt your feelings again, I don't want the history repeat itself, I don't want to be the cause of your tears again. I am sorry bec, it's not your fault, it me who's the problem. " She said while looking down
" Why would you ever get jealous to nop, remember I told you that he's just a friend, you are not trusting me? I said
" No, I am trusting you when you said that he was just a friend for you, I don't know either why I am feeling this way, maybe it's because I heard from richie that two of you are childhood friends with irin and, and it makes me think that he knows you more than me, he deserves you more than me. " She said and I came near her and I slap her,
" There, one slap for you to wake up from your dream, because it looks like you are still dreaming. " I said
She looked at me confusingly while holding her cheeks,
I sat on her lap and put my arms on her neck,
" What was the slap for? " She said
I giggled, " to wake you up " I said
" Huh? " She said
" I know now why you are like this, " I said
" What? " She said
" You are trusting me but you are not trusting yourself, you thinks that nop deserve me more than you, and you could say that because he was the one I met first and he was my friend, babe, listen okay? He is just a friend, a close friend of mine, and don't ever think that we are better than us because I should have just picked him in the first place, right? But I didn't it means I am still finding someone that deserve me and know my worth and that is you, you showed me that our love is possible, you showed me that you could be anything just to make me happy and you are protecting me not just physically but also mentally, you always think me first before yourself so tell me now that you don't deserve me, " I said
She giggles and said " you really know how to make me feel better. "
" I know right. " I proudly said
" But let me check your cheeks does it still hurts? " I said
" Nope , not anymore. " She said
" I love you. " She said
" I love you too " I said
" Don't ever doubt yourself again, alright. Because doubting yourself means your doubting our relationship too. " I said and point at her
" Yes ma'am. " She said
Evening Update for y'all, thank you for reading
I hope you have a Good Evening,
Thank You so much for your Support, and I am sorry for late update, it's just I am currently working on a another book, I am preparing to publish it but I want to complete some of it's chapters so that I would just publish it.
Once again Thank You so much, keep turned on our next chapters, few more and we're done.
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FanficLove is that condition in which the Happiness of another Person is Essential to your own. - Becky I believe that Love is how both people are having fun together and wait until they both have no feelings for each other. - Freen