~~•love OR pity•~~

part -5

Author pov

Walking towards guest room numbly while covering my naked body with a blanket I am feeling like a slut who just satisfy a man .

A chuckle left from her mouth as a tear stream thinking that she love him but he loves her , he is her first and last choice but for him Bella is the first and last choice while she is second...she is hating herself for being his second choice

Standing in front of mirror , of the guest room she let the blanket fall down observing every mark of her body , she  is feeling a battle inside her , a battle with her heart and mind while her reflection of the mirror is laughing at her being a fool from start of everything ,being a fool to not letting him go , being a fool to tie him with her forcefully just to dream and wish they he will love her , being a fool to this forceful relationship , being a fool to everything .

Author pov

He groaned and sit straight while holding his head ,his head is paining so much but it didn't take time for him to realise that he is naked under the duvet .

Without wasting a single minute he get ready and went out

Taehyung pov

I am having very  wrong thought , did I do something with y/n . If yes than i will regret cause I don't feel something towards her , I should have not drink that much ....

I saw her making breakfast her face is empty, there is no emotion in her face

Tae- y/n umm did something happen last night , like did I do something with y-

His words get cut with one word

Y/n- no

It's strange for him that she is not even looking at him

Before he could ask her anything he get a call from his assistant

Author pov

It's been two weeks , two weeks to not talk with him , to totally feel like he didn't exist in her life , to not take care of the baby . He is doing work from home and taking care of the baby , she didn't show herself to him . Sh just come out to make three time meal for him and the baby that she just lock herself in the guest room .

This thing is quite irritating his mind but he ignore these activities of her

It's been a long time , yes nowadays she couldn't sleep peacefully cause  every night her mind bring her worst past with friends and parents in front of her eyes that she couldn't runaway ....

It's a christmas eve y/n is having a family dinner with her parents,her brother , and  her father's bestfriend family was there with them

Mrs lee- Janet in this dress you are looking like a princess

Y/n mother compliment the 9 year old girl sitting in front of y/n.

Janet parents simile as mr.lee look at his daughter y/n disgusting

Mr.lee- yes Janet you are beautiful or nowadays some girls just love to eat 12 people meal all along , right y/n

He ask sarcastically as everyone laugh

Y/n- hahahahaha right dad

A fake simile, a fake laughter that she always practice just to be a part of them

For the whole dine time she become the topic of insult it's hurts when everyone body shame you  but what kills a soul is getting body shame by your own family..

But little did they know that is 8 years old over weight girl not only know how to fake simile and laught but also she is get habit of vomiting , vomiting after every meal she force herself to vomit the food that she eat only to look beautiful but ...... It's not helping her yet she get habitual ..

Dream girl, beautiful girl , angelic girl , long hair , short hair , big and beautiful eyes , plumpy lips  soft skin, fair skin and more that everyone wants in a girl , a boy want this type of girl as a wife , and a family wants this type of daughter so that they can give less dowry , but what about other girls everyone make fun of yours , fat , pig and more ,they will talk bad in your back , in your work place they will appreciate you work yet make fun of your body even your friends , your family not tell i. Your mouth but yes they will feel shame , it's bitter but yes the reality that I face being a fat , many famous and rich personality say that don't judge a book by it's cover but trust me this is just the words in front of camera cause in reality they will judge you by your outer look .

Fair skin , good body , slime trim and beautiful girls is the one who are preferable.........

Author pov

Walking hurriedly to taehyung cabin cause today I get the news of being pregnant I want to confront him about everything.

Before i could open the complete door his his cabin i hear the conversation of him and his friend jimin

Jimin - man it's being 2 years of your marriage and you know her since a long time , she is good even after knowing everything about you and Bella she accept your and her child she didn't cross question you ...... Man just accept her

A sigh left from taehyung mouth as he say

Tae- I did not feel anything towards her

Jimin- than you should have not marry her you can say no to your grandmother when she tell you to marry y/n

Tae- I marry her cause I feel pity.....

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