~~•love OR pity•~~

part -4

Author pov

Y/n eyes got widen after hearing

Doctor- congratulations mrs.kim you going be an mother !!

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Flash back
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The day he come with the baby is the day when he once again stab my heart mercilessly....the baby is the living proof of my loss .... Whenever I saw that baby i always feel the tight, invisible slap on my face .. my breath always hitch, i feel suffocation in my own body...reason I don't know

Taehyung stay with baby most of the time , even if he is going to office , meetings , parties every place he have that baby in his arm

But nobody raise any objection not even his parents because everyone one thought that I am the mother . He made false stories even with his parents..

The truth of the baby only i and some of the servants know and those servants are very loyal to him they will die but not going to open their mouth

He shift his everything to the baby rooms he get more distanced from me .

But I still feel him near me , smiling with me , eating with me , sleeping with me , cuddling with me and everything whatever a lovely idol husband do with his wife ....maybe because.....nowadays i started imaging him ... Just for my mind satisfaction.....hey it's doesn't mean that i am ill it's just something that i am not able to justify...this whatever happening with me ...

He give the baby name , the the word which always give me sadness , "Rain" he named her rain because he meet her first time in rain , he get close to her first time in rain and she love the rain most

Two days ago he went to his business meeting but he left the baby at his parents house.
Because he doesn't trust me

'I said that honey you can go i will take good care of the baby
But he said shut up and stop annoying me i don't trust you what if you do something wrong to her .....'

I don't know why but I feel pain in my heart .

It's 1:00 at night and i am awake , these days I dont feel much sleepy so I am reading a book about how to be a good mother .maybe because I need this

Than i hear the bell ringing and no one is present right now accept me so I went to open the door but first I open the light as all are off .

As i open the door and I saw the person and it's taehyung
And he comes in i feel the strong smell of alcohol he is drunk . I close the door and made him sit in the sofa and went to bring water
I am taking the glass when I feel i strong hand on my waist . It get wrapped completely, my body is feeling current, lots of butterflies are popping in my stomach, my heart is beating like a train my breath become uneven and my body is heating up because I know it's taehyung , it's the first time in my life that he is this close to me

I push him little and turn around and say

Y/n- honey you are drunk drink this water and ...

She say while making him sit on the chair but he is not listening anything he push her towards him and make her sit on his lap ..she is shocked at the same time there faces are so close taehyung eyes were dark and doing something to her

Taehyung - i love you so much

He say in a deep whispering yet audible tone

These are the three words she want to hear and today is the day

Y/n- what

She whisper as she is not believing that taehyung say these words to her

These words that he speak is true his eye were telling that to her

He kiss her making her eyes widen, he carry her in bridal style and her to the the room
Y/n is completely in his control in just few minutes there cloths were scattered on the floor and a scream left from her mouth as he enter in her the blood is flowing from her lower part as it's her first but he kept moving like he doesn't care but than he say something which gave her shock and make her regret on what they doing now ..

Taehyung - i love you so much my love , i ove you so much Bella

At this moment she understand that whatever he is doing , what ever he is speaking and how much his eyes are speaking about love is true . He is in love but with her

Her body becomes life less , her body is not feeling pain and any other emotions. Her mouth get shut and tears kept flowing while her eyes were widen

He lay beside her and in just few minutes he slept but y/ n is just lying beside her in same position

She take a deep shaky breath and whispers left from her mouth she move her head and look at the sleeping taehyung his face is clam , and angelic and she chuckle

Y/n- hahahahahaa

She start laughing loudly but in few minutes her laugh get changed in to scream

Y/n- WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Today taehyung kill her completely mercilessly.....

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