Afraid of my feelings for you

Chapter 4: I just want to tell you..

The semester just went on as usual and our class got more and more tiresome. We  were more with each other then before. We really disliked the school and just wanted it to be over so the summer holiday could finally begin and we could spend more time together with our friends. 
Suddenly it was just three weeks left of school and almost all the tests was done.

It was Friday and we had ended school for the week. I went to your house with you, we were going to a party later that day with some of our friends. It was an Christian party for us high school kids and almost all our friends would be there. We took with us some marshmallows and soda, it were a barbecue party,  and we shared it with the rest of the group. We played some games when it's suddenly started to rain so much as if someone had turned a water tap at it fullest. The raindrops hurt when they fell onto our skin and we ran back to the house and practically threw off  the wet clothes and just breathed out.

After a couple of hours you and I began to walk home again and it were still raining outside,  so we began to run. We went inside your house and run straight up to your bedroom, where we were about to sleep. We always shared the same bed when I were sleeping over, so it wasn't unusual that you and I did it tonight too. It was as usual we went to bed an were asleep as fast as our heads touched the pillows. At the morning the next day, we were half asleep and just cuddle in the bed. Your arm were wrapped around my waist and you snuggled me tighter. I didn't want to say a word and just laid there, enjoying the feeling of your body so close to mine. I could feel your hot breath against my neck and I thought that I felt your lips touching my shoulder. I didn't know if it was just my brain running wild or if that was real. I hope it wasn't just a dream.

Later that day my mother came to pick me up from your house. When I sat in the car I couldn't stop thinking about what happened earlier that morning, even when it was many hours after it happened, I could still feel your warm breath against my neck. It didn't want to leave my mind for the rest of the day. I still remember it, that morning, I could repeat it for every second of my life until you were mine, if that ever happened.