Chapter 1

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Aj (Ava) POV

Boom

I ran downstairs to see Robert beating my mother again. He does this all the time. He leaves all day then comes home drunk and beats us. Sometimes he doesn't get to me if I lock my door and push my dresser against it.

"No Robert leave her alone!" I'm broken out of my thoughts with my mother screaming.

I look up and a fist is connected to my face. I fall to the floor from the force of the hit. I look up and Robert is standing over me with that same rage look in his eyes.

I start to slowly back away but he kicks me in my mouth busting my lip. I scream out in pain and start to cry.

Then he punches me again and I pass out.
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I wake up and try to sit up but groan in pain because my head is hurting so bad . I slowly sit up and look at my clock to see its 7:30 a.m. I have to be at school by 8:30 so I get up to go to my bathroom but when I do my legs are in extreme pain. That's when I notice the blood on my thighs coming from my private area.

Realization hits me and I realize that after I passed out Robert must have raped me. He took away my innocence. My most prized possession. That's when the tears started to fall and I fell to the floor crying.

Then all of a sudden Robert burst into my room hitting me with his belt telling me to hush.

"AAHHH Ok I'm sorry please stop it please Robert!!" I screamed while he continued to hit me.

"You know what imma give you sum to cry about ugly fat whore!" Then he dropped his belt and started to unbuckle his pants. I tried to crawl away but he pulled my leg and kicked me in the stomach.

I was squirming trying to get away then I felt his dick shove inside of me. I screamed out in pain while he stroked his dick in and out. Then everything started to get blurry and I passed out.
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I woke up on the floor with pain between my legs. I crawled over to my bed and pulled myself onto it. When I finally got up there I found a note on my pillow.

Dear Ava,

I wanted to start off by saying I'm sorry. I have left and fled the country. I had to get out of there. I'm pregnant and Robert was going to kill me and my baby if he found out. I'm sorry I had to leave you there but I couldn't handle bringing you with me. You bring nothing but trouble to my life and I don't want or need that. So I left. I'm not coming back for you and I'm not telling you where I am but I'm safe.

Good luck,
Mama

"Wow. How could she do this to me? I thought she loved me? She left me here to die basically." Then I started to cry . A very hard and loud cry.

After I was done crying I looked at my clock and seen it was 11:00 at night. I was out for the whole day.

Just laying on my bed I gained a little strength and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. In the shower I was thinking about my life and how it's just so horrible . I thought about killing myself but decided to wait and see if things start to get a little better. After I get out the shower I take some pain killers and go to sleep for school in the morning .

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