Ava POV
"Beeeeep beeeep beeeeeeeep." I hear my alarm going off and slam my hand on it to make it stop. I slowly get out of bed and walk to my bathroom. When I get in there I look in the mirror and I have a busted lip and my eye is a little puffy. I shake my head and grab my best friend out my drawer under my sink. I rinse off my blade and make a cut on my left arm beside the rest of them. I do that three more times and clean my arm up. I get in the shower and wash my hair and bathe. Then I get out lotion down and dry my hair and put moisturizer in it.
After that I walk to my closet to pick out my outfit. I eventually decide on a long sleeve black shirt with black skinny jeans and my all black timberland boots. I get dressed and spray on my body spray and grab my backpack and walk downstairs quietly and out the door. I don't have a phone. Well I had one but Robert broke it . He said he didn't want it encouraging my hormones or something. He's stupid.
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I finally arrive at school and I can already hear people whispering about me. I just keep my head down and go towards my locker. I was walking when I hit a wall and fell backwards. I looked up and the wall was actually some guy with pretty hazel eyes. He was just staring at me and his jaw clenched so I quickly got up and ran away because I didn't want him to hit me.
Shawn POV
I was walking in school looking for my boy Trey when I bumped into somebody. I looked down ready to cuss them out when I seen the most beautiful girl ever. She had long curly hair and a nose ring with beautiful blue eyes. I started to study her face when I realized she had a busted lip and her eye was puffy. My jaw clenched and she got up and ran away. I ain't even gon lie shawty was thick as fuck. She had a nice size ass. I wonder what happened to her face tho.
I pushed her to the back of my mind and started looking for Trey to talk about this drop we got tonight.
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It was 4th period and I was late to class. I was walking and walked past the girls bathroom and heard someone singing. She sounded amazing. I brushed it off and continued walking to class.
I walked in and nodded my head at the teacher and sat down while he continued the lesson.
About ten minutes later somebody walked in and when I looked up it was that girl I bumped into. I looked at her eyes and it looked like she was crying. For some reason it bothered me knowing she was hurting.
Ava POV
I had just come out of the bathroom and I was walking to my 4th period class. When I walked in everyone's head snapped towards me. I kinda put my head down and walked towards my desk.
"Why are you late Ava?" He asked.
"She was probably to busy sucking dick in the bathroom." Someone from the back of the class said. Then the tears just started to fall. I ran out the classroom and back to the bathroom.
I can't take it anymore I just wanna die. I go to pull out my razor but realize I don't have it. Then I punch the bathroom mirror and grab a piece of glass and cut a long and deep cut on my left arm. The blood starts gushing and I start to feel lightheaded. Right before I passed out I saw that boy with the hazel eyes run in and then darkness, like I wanted.
Shawn POV
When I heard someone say that it really pissed me off. Ava ran out the classroom crying and I got up and punched the dude in the mouth for talking about her. After that everything was quiet. Then I ran out the classroom to find her. I looked in closets but I couldn't find her. Then I thought about the bathroom.
I ran to the bathroom and when I opened the door there was glass everywhere and she was laying on the floor with a deep cut on her left arm. Then her eyes closed.
I quickly grabbed her and ran out the school to my truck to get her to the hospital . I layed her down in the back and jumped in the front and took off.
