She's Not Afraid (A Dark One Direction Mafia Story) Book 2

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*Harry's POV* 

I sat there and stared at Luna. She didn't say anything for a few minutes. She sighed before swallowing and biting her lip.

"Y-yes" She said, her voice shaking.

I cocked my head to the side and raised a brow.

"Real convincing."

"I do. I really do Harry. Louis- he just. Ugh! This whole fucking thing, him coming back; it took me by surprise. Then all those memories came rushing back."

"Tomorrow, the both of you will talk to a therapist, and I won't take no for an answer."

I pulled her in close to me into to a hug and stroked her hair. We laid there in silence for a few minutes until she grabbed onto my housecoat and cried hysterically into my chest.

"It hurts Harry-" She cried fisting her hands into balls.

"M-my heart! It fucking hurts! Please Harry- please I don't like this feeling."

"Oh Love, Im so sorry. Shh it will be alright."

I thought that maybe singing her a song would help calm her down. I choose a song I had written before becoming the Mafia.

Put a price on emotion
I'm looking for something to buy
You've got my devotion
But man, I can hate you sometimes

I don't want to fight you
And I don't wanna sleep in the dirt
We'll get the drinks in
So I'll get to thinking of her

We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line

Test of my patience
There's things that we'll never know
You sunshine, you temptress
My hand's at risk, I fold

Crisp trepidation
I'll try to shake this soon
Spreading you open
Is the only way of knowing you

We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be alright
We'll be alright
We'll be a fine line
We'll be a fine line
We'll be alright

We'll be alright
We'll be alright

She smiled at me slightly as I wiped away her tears from her face.

"Wow Harry, you should really think about becoming a singer. You have an amazing voice."

I couldn't help but smile at her response know that that was my dream in life, before being forced into the Mafia. I'm not complaining though, I wouldn't have met Lou if I didn't and I really am glad I did because he was the best thing that has ever happened to me.

"Thank you love, now please try to get some sleep."

"But-"

I immediately cut her off.

"No buts Luna. You need to sleep. I will wake you if I see you starting to get overwhelmed. Deal?" She looked at me and nodded, placing her head on my chest and closing her eyes. I closed my eyes as well getting ready to drift back off to sleep when she spoke.

"I Love you Harry. Thank you."

My eyes shot open and I looked at her confused.

"You- w-what?" I asked concerned.

She smiled and opened her eyes.

"I meant as family. I know you are 100% gay. Calm down curly." She giggled before putting her head back down on my chest.

"Plus Lou is very protective of you and even if you were bisexual he would kill me if he heard me say that. And I love, love Zayn."

I chuckled as I laid back down, closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep.