She's Not Afraid (A Dark One Direction Mafia Story) Book 2

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*Luna's POV*

Everything was muffled. I could hear people talking around me but I couldn't make out what they were saying. My body was in so much pain it was hard to move even the tiniest part of it. It was then I remembered the operation and started opening my eyes.

I'm alive. Does that mean it was a success? How is Louis? I opened them a little, letting them get used to the light in the room.

"Luna?!"

I looked to my side to see Zayn sitting there, holding my hand. I gave him a weak smile and he kissed my forehead. I tried to talk but nothing would come out of my mouth.

"It's okay baby, don't talk. I'm just so fucking happy that you're awake." He kissed my hand again.

I looked across the room at a still sleeping Louis. I wanted to know how he was, so I squeezed Zayn's hand as I looked at Louis.

"Louis is doing great Luna. He hasn't woken up yet though."

The rest of the boys came walking over, each giving me a kiss on my forehead. It was so awkward and uncomfortable but I couldn't move.

Hospitals are so fucking boring. Especially when you can't speak, and you just lay there for hours on end. Louis ended up waking up about half an hour after me and Harry was sitting next to him, loving him and cherishing him.

Louis couldn't speak either, but he did look at me a few times. Not in a harsh or angry way, but more in a 'thank you' kind of way.

It wasn't until around dinner time that we were able to speak again. still so sore from the operation. Zayn went over the rules the doctor had given for us.

"Damn I was hoping I could bounce of the pretty cock of yours tonight, Zayn." I said winking at him, then giggling.

"TMI" Louis groaned.

"Aww come on Lou, I know you love when I talk sexy." I joked, smirking.

"Yes, unfortunately I'm not trying to get hard right now, since you know- nobody can do anything about it."

"I could help you, Louis." I smirked at him before laughing.

"Fuck off Luna. - Fucking hell." He groaned as he looked down at the bed comforter.

"Thanks." He hissed at me.

"You're welcome." I said with a big smile.

"Can't I have my own room?" He asked Harry.

"Unfortunately, not, Mr. Tomlinson." The doctor said walking in.

"Just Louis." he cringed.

"Right, well I'm going to take a look at both your incisions to make sure they're healing okay."

Louis face turned red and his eyes widened slightly, and I knew exactly why. The doctor started walking towards Louis, but I stopped him.

"Wait! Can you do mine first? Um please?" I asked.

"Um, yeah of course. Thats not a problem." He said detouring towards me.

I immediately looked over at harry and mouthed a 'Fix him." before the doctor got to me.

Harry's hand went under the cover and one over Louis' mouth as he started pumping him. The rest of the boys looked away while Harry wanked Louis. Louis groaned against Harry's hand as he came. Harry wiped the cum from Louis thighs and licked it clean and fuck was it making me horny.

"Okay Luna, yours looks good. Louis, your turn." The doctor said switching up his gloves.

He walked over to Louis and did his examination.

"Looks good. I will be back later for pain meds. Remember my rules boys." He said eyeing Harry before leaving.

"That was mean." Louis whined.

"Hey, he helped you, didn't he? Not like anyone can help me." I sighed.

I saw Zayn give a smirk as his hand went under the blanket.

"Y-you can't."

I pushed his hand away slowly. A flashback came running back of the time when my stitches were healing and I fucked Zayn, making them brake open. I opened my eyes in pure shock. Breathing heavily as I gripped the bed sheets, pulling them up over my chest.

Zayn took his hand away and rose both into the air.

"I'm sorry Luna- I didn't mean."

"I-it's okay." I said, trying to control my breathing.

By now, all the boys were looking at me, confused and even saw a bit of fear come from Louis' face.

"Luna- baby. you're not okay. You're crying." Zayn said caressing my cheek, wiping my tears away with his thumb.

"I'm sorry- I'm just having fl-ash-backs."

I rubbed my hands over my face, trying to get myself to calm down.

"I erm, I want to go home. I've had enough." I said, ripping the IV out of my arm, blood splattering everywhere.

I ripped the covers off of me and stood up. "Luna NO!" Zayn yelled as he stood up. I hunched over in pain and the rest of the boys came to barricade me in.

"Luna Please, you need to rest." Liam said.

"No- and don't you dare even fucking think to pretend to care about me. Any of you." I screamed as tears flooded my cheeks again.

Zayn came over to where I was standing and wrapped me in a hug while Niall left the room.

"Please Zayn. I-I want to go home. I can't take being here anymore. Its giving me flashbacks that I don't want." I cried as I gripped his chest.

"Let her go Zayn. She will regret it immediately." Louis said, looking up from his phone, smirking.

"Louis, Shut your fucking mouth right now!" Zayn hissed as he hugged me tighter, grabbing the back of my head with his hand. I rested my head on his shoulder as I cried.

He picked me up, placing me back on the bed and cuddled in beside me, still hugging me until I fell asleep.

*Zayn's POV*

The doctor and Niall came in a few minutes later and the doctor looked horrified.

"What happened in here?" he asked as he looked at me then on the floor beside Luna's bed.

"Louis pissed her off." I spat looking at him.

He pinched the bridge of his nose before fixing his glasses.

"Right- well if you guys can't control yourselves, I'm going to have to ask you to leave. I said no stress for them, and by the looks of Luna's face, and IV on the floor she's been in a lot of stress." He said as he came over to replace Luna's IV.

"Harry, Liam and Niall. I'm sorry but you will have to leave."

"Wait NO! Thats not fair!" Louis shouted as he held Harry tightly against him.

"I need you guys to relax. Everyone being here is not helping the situation Louis."

"Can't Harry stay at least." he begged.

Please dear god no. I can handle Louis by himself, but Harry to? No way in hell.

The doctor sighed. "Fine, BUT if there is another incident like this he will have to leave as well. Are we clear?"

"Crystal."

We said our goodbyes to Niall and Liam who headed home. I turned my attention back to Luna who was still asleep peacefully.

"Leave it to Luna to get the others kicked out." Louis scoffed.

"Louis, stop. Please love." Harry said holding his cheeks, kissing him.

"Yeah and leave it to you to be such a twat." I replied hugging Luna tighter as I side eyed him.