*Luna's POV*
"Why dont you just fucking kill me then Louis!? Please- I'm begging you! Just kill me" I screamed through my tears as he pulled his clothes on after the worst rape session ever. He didnt hold back this time and went extra hard, punching my face, biting my neck, and whipping me harshly leaving welts over my abdomin.
The pain was unbarable, to the point where I couldn't move even after he had untied me from the bed. I couldn't pull the covers over me, couldn't turn to my side either. He smirked at me as he finished tucking his shirt into his pants and doing them up.
"Now why would I kill you? You're too much fun." He replied as he sat down on the bed, smirking at me. He grabbed my chin and kissed me harshly. I pulled my head away and winced at the pain it caused.
He cocked his head at me and pulled the blanket up, over my body. "W-what am I supposed to tell Zayn?" I choked out, holding back my tears. I knew after what he did today, I was going to have so many bruises and cuts on my body. His eyes grew dark as he made his way closer to my face, grabbing onto my throat and squeezing it harshly.
"Make somthing up princess." He whispered into my ear before he let me go. I started coughing which sent shocks of pain down through my body. He smirked once again before getting up and leaving.
I fucking hated him. A part of me wanted Zayn to come home soon so he could help me, but another part of me didnt want to have to face him and make up another lame ass excuse as to why i looked like this. I looked over at the side table to see my pills and thought about just ending it right then and there, having them think Louis killed me but I couldnt do that to Zayn. Or the twins for that matter.
But what use was I if I couldnt even get up half the time to help them because of Louis. I groaned and I sunk my head deeper into the pillow. I laid there for a while before I heard the door handle turn and I froze, fearing for my life.
The door opened and Zayn popped his head in, smiling at me.
"Hi babygirl." He said in walking past the door with a bag in his hand.
Once he got close enough to see my face, he gasped and ran his hand over the cuts and bruises. I winched in pain, and he quickly took his hand away.
"W-what happened?" He asked me.
"I-I tripped?" I asked, sighing when he shook his head in disbelief. I swallowed the lump that had formed in my throat.
"O-ok I-um.."
"Dont even fucking lie to me Luna." Zayn growled as he looked into my eyes, causing my heart to race.
"L-Louis, he um got mad and he-he-." was all I could get out. Zayn closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, trying not to lose his cool.
"I-is that it?" he asked, looking at me.
I could feel the tears start to swell up in my eyes as I shook my head. Zayn looked down at the blanket, placing his hand on it and gripping it a little.
I shook my head "P-please dont." I begged but he did anyways.
He lifted the covers which were now stained with the blood from my whip markings. He let the covers down and his whole face turned red in rage. He stood up, getting ready to leave.
"WAIT NO! ZAYN PLEASE! PLEASE DONT DO THIS." I begged.
"WHY LUNA!? TELL ME ONE GOOD REASON WHY I SHOULDNT GO KILL HIM!" He roared, hitting his fists on the dresser.
"Please Zayn, calm down. Just- come here and Ill tell you." I said, lowering my voice to a whisper.
Zayn cooled down for a few minuits, pacing back and forth in the room. Once he had calmed down enough, he came over and sat down on the bed again, taking my hand in his hand.
"You- can't go to Louis. He threatened to kill your family infront of you and then you after if I told you. Please Zayn. I can't- I can't lose you to." I whispered very low, making sure Louis wouldnt be able to hear if he was evesdropping.
"Y-you did this to protect me?" He whispered back and I nodded.
We didnt say anything more because we didnt want to risk getting caught. Instead, he ran his fingers through my hair, and I could see a few tears fall from his cheek. I squeezed the hand I was holding to let him know that it was okay.
He wiped away his tears and cleared his throat.
"Well then, mrs. clutz how about I run you a nice bath to help with any infections your fall may have caused." He said winking at me.
"Sounds good love." I replied mouthing a 'Thank you' to him right after.
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"FUCKING SON OF A BITCH THAT STINGS!" I screamed as Zayn helped me into the bath.
The sting to my abdomin was brutal. Even more brutal than when Louis was actually giving me the whips. I breathed heavily until the stinging stopped a few minutes later.
I started tearing up again, not from pain this time though. Zayn kneeled beside the bathtub and rubbed my leg.
"Luna, is it stinging again baby?" he asked as he moved to stroke my hair. I covered my mouth to muffle my sobs as I shook my head.
"Then what's the matter baby. I want to help you." He coo'd
I bit my hand, helping me to calm myself down a bit so I could speak to him. I looked out the window and took a deep breath.
"I- I can't get married with these scars Zayn. I will look ugly. I dont want to look ugly while marrying the love of my life."
Our wedding was fast approaching, but who knew if these scars that Louis gave me would heal by then.
"Oh Luna. Look at me." He calmly said, holding my chin and turning my head to face him.
"I don't care what you look like on our wedding day. Scars, no scars I am marrying you because I love you for who you are. Not what you look like cupcake." He said wiping away my tears.
I smiled at the nickname and bit my lip.
"Are you sure? Look at-" I started to say but he pressed his lips to mine before I could finish.
He pulled away for a few seconds.
"Im 100% sure, my love." He whispered before we attached our lips again.
We sat like that for a few minuits until the water started turning cold. He went to grab a towel before he helped me up, wrapping the towel around me and carrying me back to the freshly made bed.
He went to get some cream from the bathroom and rubbed it gently over my stomach, arms, neck and face so it would heal without getting infected. He then changed into his PJ's and came into bed beside me.
I looked up at him as best as I could through the pain and smiled slightly.
"Please Zayn. Please, don't leave me alone with him anymore." I whispered and he nodded.
"Don't worry love, I got it all planned out." He assured me before he kissed me.
"Let's get some sleep now, yeah?" He asked and I nodded slowly in response.
He turned off the side table light before placing his arm behind my neck and kissed me once again.
"I Love you, Luna." he said, and I smiled in the dark.
"I Love you too Zayn. Good night."
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