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❀𖤣𖥧𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼𖥧𖤣❀

Stanley + Bill

𝓛𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓘𝓼 𝓐𝓷 𝓞𝓬𝓮𝓪𝓷

Stanley stood in front of the mirror. He was making the toughest decision of his life. Would he do it? He needed to help his friends, but he couldn't do it. He was so close to ending it all. To not have to worry about  Pennywise, or dissapointing his friends, or dissapointing Him. Him, Bill. He hasn't always remembered him, but wow how things come back. Bill, he had the biggest crush on Bill. Does he? He isn't gay, he has a wife. He isn't gay, his father would kill him. It's a sin. Right? Richie and Eddie's bi, Stanley doesn't know what he or Bill is. What is he?


Wow.


He has to go, what if they can't fix the Pennywise problem? They need him. Do they? They're so much better at everything than him. His OCD makes everything a problem for him, he can barely go ten seconds without putting handsanitizer on. He can't put a book in a different place on the bookshelf, everything has a place. He doesn't even know where his place is. He doesn't know what to do.
He sat on the side of the bathtub. The one he shares with his wife. His wife. Whats wrong with him?


𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓘𝓶 𝓓𝓻𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰.