~LOVE TO BEHOLD~(Sakuverse/Aseruverse Fanfictions)

IS IT WORTH IT (A.M)

"Now go!!" I closed the car if my door. The first thing i do is to run the car fast it could be, trying not to look at my back as second by second i became farther to them...

Andrew never realized that there are tears in his eyes as he keep driving fast, it's dangerous but he didn't realize because of broken heart. He never pay attention in the road so when he saw the traffic light turning red he got caught off guard and stop the car immediately. 60..59...58 tears flow to his eyes, he shouldn't not regret it, it's for you, for you to live a normal life without bullying and harassments from your classmates why should he cry but yet even how much he convince himself that it's alright he can't stop himself to cry in the car.

After an hour of driving and crying in he's finally in the house, he didn't spare any minute and silently remove his coat, necktie, belt and let his body fall to the bed, he's throat is dry and his eyes are all red and puffy he spent there in silent, not moving, letting his sorrow drown him to his sleep, he wish you where here, he wish you fight back more, he wish you've kissed him, he wish he can touch you once again, he wish you convince him more, he can do the decision but can not deal with the outcome, he said to himself.

Hours become days, until the days become a month and now he's afraid that this months become years and the years become decades, he cannot live without you, he can not stay living without seeing you, he can only manage to stay lively everyday because he know he would always see you at the university but what if you've already graduated how can he survive and live anymore and before he knew "hello i like to speak to you" he said Infront your door and your eyes never been so beautiful the day he first met you.