I Never Thought This Would Happen <3 (One Direction fanfic)

Chapter 29

*HarrysPOV*

It's been about a week but still no results of her ever remembering me. She doesn't even remember that we use to be friends before we dated. I tried help with picture but she thinks I could've photo shopped them or something. I had her watch videos of me and the guys. She remembers when she first met the guys but doesn't really remember me. I don't know what I'll do if I lose her for good. The doctors say her memory isn't that severe so it should come back within a couple of weeks or so. Ugh, why couldn't it just be that gets damaged and not her. The boys tried comforting me, but I rather sulk in the guilt. I rather feel the pain that I caused my self. I won't even eat, I tried but I just get sick and puke it back up.

Managment are disgusted with my new attitude, they even threatened to kick me out of the band cause of my new attitude. Empty threat, try another one. They can't kick me out even if they tried. They would have to board up their houses cause there would be an Angry Mob.

The guys were currently at my house trying to get me to eat again. God, why don't they just give up.

Liam: Harry, seriously, you need to eat. Were worried about your condition. Do you think Rylie would like seeing you like this?

Me: Not that it matters, she doesn't even know who the hell I am.

Liam: That's not the point Harry, you need to eat. If you keep starving yourself, you could end up in the hospital and even end up dying. Do you want that?

Me: Does it matter?

Liam: Seriously, me and the boys are worried. Just try eating something small, like soup, Then gradually increase. Considering solids are making you sick cause you haven't eaten them in a while.

Me: No.

Liam: Why do you gotta be so stubborn?

Louis:Harry, just eat, don't make me sit on you and shove this food down your throat. Cause I'll do it, and it won't be pretty.

Harry: Okay boobear, just for you.

Liam: You'll eat for him, but not for us?!

Harry: He's my boobear,of course I'll eat for him.

Liam: Ugh!! I swear!!

Louis hands me a bowl of chicken noodle soup. I ate it really quickly. It settled in my stomach really good. But it's the only thing I'll be eating for a while cause that's the only thing my stomach can handle.

I get up and decided to take a shower. I haven't really taken one for a while. So I kinda stink. Eck. I'm disgusting. I understand that they're worried, and I know that Rylie wouldn't like that I'm abusing myself because of her condition but it's the only thing that actually makes me feel better. But I'm going to try harder to think positive. I'm going to think positive, maybe if I do, it'll help Rylie with her memory.

I finished my shower, and put on a plain black t-shirt with my tan trousers. Finished off with my sneakers.

Me: Well I'll be back, gonna go see Rylie again today.

Liam: You sure that's a good idea?

Me: Why wouldn't it be?

Liam: Because I bet once you go over there, she still won't remember you, you'll come back home again and starve yourself.

Me: Yet, you're telling me to think positive. Look at you.

Liam: I'm telling ya.

Me: Shut up.

I grabbed my keys, and phone and headed outside to my car that was parked in the driveway.

*RyliesPOV*

Today I woke up feeling great. But still having troubles trying to configure what that Harry was saying. My mom tells me that we were best friends back before we dated but I still think he photo shopped those pictures. C'mon, the dudes in One Direction. Why would I be best friends with a famous popstar? I laughed at myself for that. When I started to look at pictures of him. I couldn't help but notice how green his eyes were. I'm a total sucker for green eyes. So I couldn't get those beautiful eyes of his out of my head. But I really want to remember him, I really do. But i just cant.

I took a shower real quick. Supposbly my friend 'Erica' is coming over. I don't know who she is. But maybe she'll be easy to remember.

I dressed in this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=51633952

I wore my hair down. I liked my hair, it was always long, and curly. Just the way I like it. I noticed my phone on my desk.

I never really touched it since I been home. I picked it up and started going through the picture, there was a bunch of Harry and I. For some reason. Deep down, I have a feeling that Harry wasn't lying to me at all.