I Never Thought This Would Happen <3 (One Direction fanfic)

Chapter 26

*HarrysPOV*

The next thing I remembered was being slammed into and now I'm laying in a hospital bed. My Mom is holding my hand,crying. I flutter my eyes open. I see the other boys sitting there,Erica and Eleanor were there too.

But where's Rylie?

Me: M-mom?

Anne: Oh my baby! You poor thing, you okay?

Me: What happened? Where's Rylie?

Anne: You had a minor concussion, and a few scrapes here and there.

Me: I don't care about that! Where's Rylie?

I felt bad about yelling at her but I really need to know where she's at.

They all looked at me with worried eyes. Like they were about to burst into tears.

Me: Seriously guys, just tell me!?

Erica: Sh-shes in a c-coma.

She starts crying and Niall holds her while she cries.

What? My Rylie, she's in a coma. Will she be okay? Oh god.

I put my face in my hands and tug at my curls and started crying.

Eleanor: They said there's a 50/50 chance that she'll wake up out of it. Other than that she's fine.

Me: How can sh-she be fine wh-when she's in a-a co-coma!?

Anne: Harry, darling, she'll be fine. She's tough. She can fight this. Just be strong for her, love?

I just burst into tears. My Mom holds me while I cry. Only a 50/50 chance that she'll wake up. How can I live with myself knowing that if she dies, it'll be all my fault.

I don't think I can live with myself if that ever happened.

Anne: Guys, you can go home, I'll stay here with Harry for the night. See ya tomorrow.

They all hugged me goodbye and left.

*NEXT DAY*

The doctors said that I can get out today. My Mom is at the desk right now getting my pain medication or whatever and signing me out. I told her I wanted to visit with Rylie, just incase if she never wakes up. I asked the nurse where her room is at and then I walked there. My Mom went to fill my pescription then she said she was gonna go talk to Gemma then pick my medicine up and come visit with me with Rylie.

I was quite scared visiting her. I can't stand seeing her lifeless body, just laying there. Hooked up to machines while she slowly dies. Dies on me. SHut up HARRY!

I mentally pushed myself into a wall. I seriously need to stop thinking these horrible negative thoughts. They'll never help with the condition she's in.

I opened the door to her room and I slowly take each step. I stare down her body. She's so pale, and cold. She's lost the color in her perfect tan skin. She's hooked up on machines. I take a sit next to her and hold her cold bony hands in mine. No matter what condition she's in. She's still beautiful to me. I seriously hate seeing her so not her.

Even though she can't respond to me. I wanna speak to her.

Me: Rylie, babe, I never meant for any of this to happen to you. I don't know what happened but the car came out of nowhere. I wish it was me in your place.I would risk my life for you. I would jump in front of a train for you babe. I love you so much it hurts. If you leave me, I don't know what I'll do. I will never be the same person ever again if you aren't standing next to me. Holding my hand. I just wanna hear your voice, hear your laugh, see your smile, see your beautiful sparkling eyes, taste of your lips on mine when we kiss. I just wanna see you alive. So please, babe, don't leave me today. We've been through everything together. You're the only person who knows me better than anyone else. That's why I love you. Just don't..leave me. Please?

I swore I felt a squeeze on my hand but I can just be imagining things. By after I finished that, I was in tears.

I seriously wish it was me in that bed, not her. Knowing that she only has a 50% chance of waking up seriously breaks my heart. Might as well rip my heart out, that would hurt less. It really would.