I could hear my alarm clock on my iPad going off. Hindi ko lang talaga pinapansin. 10 more minutes please...
Araw araw ko winiwish na sana hindi na 'ko magising.
What's the point of waking up if you're only going to face new problems again?
Everything is too exhausting.
"Tanginang buhay 'to." I said as I turned my alarm on my iPad.
I slightly cried at the sight of the beautiful sunrise. Ang ironic. Kung gaano kaganda ang langit ganon naman kapangit buhay ko.
I'm not poor, I'm also not that rich. I'm from a middle-class family. Our family owns an Agrivet business.
Akala ng iba, basta't may sapat na pera ka na masaya ka na.
It's not that simple.
I admit. Our family is well off compared to others. But our family is not that perfect.
I'm still bruised with the fact that my father cheated 6 years ago. And that up to the present time, he still continues to be a fucking asshole to my mom.
He doesn't hurt her in a physical way but on an emotional way.
He always gamble our money. He has numerous visces and admitted that he can't change.
My mom on the other hand is a total angel. Except for the fact that her love for me and my sister is pretty toxic.
Driven by the fact that were a middle-class family. She wants us to truly succeed. With that reason, she always push us to the brink of burning out.
