The Difference Between Us(FreenBecky)

Chapter 7-MY NAME

Freen POV

After a make out session we went back to dinner,my father quickly asked me if I was okay

"Darling,are you alright?I'm sorry.."

"It's okay dad,I understand"

None of us said anything and after the food came we began eating

Ella keep asking us is we thought about her nephew's

After we finished Dad asked me if I can talk with him in private

I nod and I assured Becky I will be right back

We went outside of the dining room and he put his hands on my shoulder

"Darling,I know everything will be really hard for you especially when you turn 18 and your would fell so much pain and I'm sorry I can't be with you at that time and you will have to endure it without your father.I will tell you everything I know about the stage A and I will help you to prepare the safety room for you.You need to be tied up with chains and the room to have no windows,maybe a basement would be perfect for all this so you won't escape and hurt someone,you won't think anything at that moment and you would kill your important one's too.Again I'm sorry that I won't be there to help you at the respective time but I will help you make that basement,for your safety-"

"I can't believe this! You're not there for me when I need you and you're saying sorry?You promised me you would be there at my 18th birthday!I know that would be the day of my final stage but it's still my birthday! You're unbelievable,I can't believe I trusted you when you said that you would be there for me whenever I am at my lowest"

"Freen,wait-"

I stepped back and rushed to the dinning room where Becky was chatting with her parents

I took my phone and left the house,not looking back and went home

I know I left Becky there alone without telling her anything but I can't stand it

I will search in every book that grandpa had ,he was a very respected werewolf and he had many books about werewolves,when he died I took all his books and I'm happy that they came along with my things.I have my office and I can begin to search everything about stages

Sometimes I ask myself why are they named like that?

First stage at 6 years - stage N
Second stage at 12 yeats - stage AO
Third stage at 18 years - stage A

Why are they named like that?Grandpa once told me they're names but when I asked him what they mean he would change the subject

After I arrived,I quickly went in the house and rushed to my office

I took all of the books I had from grandpa and placed them on the table in front of the couch

I let my phone on the office desk and I didn't looked at it because I began reading every book and examine all the informations

I was reading one of the books and I heard the front door being closed shut

Becky came home

Shit

Becky entered my office with a red face filled with anger

"Where the fuck did you left like that Sarocha!?"

"I just wanted to escape from my father Becky,I'm sorry but -"

"No but's Sarocha,you could wait for me a minute but you didn't even looked back when I called your name"

"I just had a fight with my father,it looks like I'm not one of his priorities,not today or sometime soon,I just.....I didn't want to see his face anymore.....the face of a liar"

"Let the books and come"

"Why?

"Let's go to bedroom.We need to make you forget everything"

"How?"

Becky took my hand and lead me to our bed

She pushes me and crawled on top of me

"By making you remember only you screaming my name"

She kissed me depper and I let her to lie me down

I will continue my search tomorrow,my wife is giving herself to me and I can't refuse