The Difference Between Us(FreenBecky)

Chapter 9 - RECONCILIATION

Thanya POV

I was sitting in the kitchen at the countertop as i was eating my cereals

My mind continues to drift to Kira and our argument in the morning

I know I shouldn't have talked so much with Luca because it was our day,our day alone

But I didn't wanted him to get angry.They seem to be rivals or something since we got together

I miss Kira

I want to tell her that I'm sorry,that I had no reason to outburst like that at her when it was fully my fault

My fault for letting our special time away to listen to Luca about some boring stuff

He does the same things everyday when he's not with me as I always anticipate them

But he stills keeps me curent with his whereabouts.At first it was cute but slowly it began annoying to hear the same things over and over again

Kira always tries new things and she had new stories every day,funny or maybe kinda traumatic

She always makes me smile with everything she says,like she knows what to talk with me,where my limits are

When to push my boundaries and when not.Luca is not like her,yes he's cute and caring but he doesn't entertain me so much

He is always serious when it comes to jokes, he's always at his parents feet,he doesn't like me to touch his things without permission

Like,he barely let me in his bedroom.I think I was there once or twice and one of that times where when he was home alone and that was the same day when we lost our virginity

Yeah,he was a virgin too not just me

I love him because he's my boyfriend,I am attached to him but I feel like something is missing

A piece of our relationship is not with us and that makes me think sometimes more about our relationship

Is it worth it to choose a relationship for a few months except my friendship of years?

I know just one thing

I would choose Kira right away,without hesitation or regret

Because she's everything I could ask for as a friend

Or maybe even as a lover

But what can I do?I'm hopelessly in love with Luca

Things are complicated,love is complicated

One moment you know what you want and the other one you remain in doubt

As i was lost in my thoughts,I didn't realized that Kira entered the kitchen looking nervous

She got a bowl too and made her cereal as she sat down besides me

We ate silently for a while before we both spoke at the same time

"I miss you"

We giggled and began to hold hands on the counter top

Thanya:I'm sorry for putting the blame on you,it was our day alone and I ruined it

Kira:Luca ruined it babe

I nodded and let my head to the side as I slightly smiled

Thanya:Can we reconcile please?I don't like when we're not talking.Pretty please babe?

I gave her my puppy eyes and a cute pout as she chuckled and squeezed my hand reassuringly

Kira:I forgive you okay?Just don't do this anymore.I hate the fact that he's getting a part from our time alone when he gets the chance to spend time with you almost daily

Thanya: You're right.I should've know better than to let him get between us when he called

Kira:Please Ty, you always have time for him but you know we don't

I nodded and kissed her cheek

Thanya:I'm sorry babe,I promise I will not let anything interrupt us from our time together

Kira kissed my cheek also and squeezed my hand again as we continue to hold hands on the countertop,still eating

Kira:Did he said something interesting anyways?

I looked at her with are-you-kidding-me look

Thanya:His daily and boring stuff

We bursted out laughing as we got closer and let Luca aside, continuing to savour our breakfast in each other presence

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Becky POV

Me and Freen watched from the corner of the kitchen as the girls reconciled

We smiled happily and let the girls in their privacy

We went to the living room and sat down as we went through the channels of the TV, searching for something interesting

I leaned close to Freen's ear and whispered

Becky:Do you think they will confess their feelings to each other soon?

Freen turned to me smirking

Freen:I think they even started unknowingly

We grinned and kissed before turning our attention back to the TV

Choose wisely my baby girl