Her life

the birth of it all

I could only remember so much as young one but there one big event that I can't and won't ever be able to shake.
Him...he was the start of it all,all the trauma.

I was only 5 the first time it happened I was only a kid I didn't know what was happening. My uncle was one of the only people of my family I trusted but even he broke that.

I spent most my time outside,playing with my two best friends gunner and keiran. Both them and I would race bikes,fight with stick swords,and play hide n seek till the sun went down, I was happy.

It was my 5th birthday, I Remember I was obsessed with teenage mutant ninga turtles..so that's what my birthday was planed as. I still have the cake topper in one of the boxes in my room. I was at my cousin's house when my uncle asked to talk to me. I didn't know that from that day forward I would feel ashamed of everything. That day was the day my childhood was ruined.

I never told my dad or my sister about what happend at my cousin's. i couldn't it was to much of a blur. I carried on with my life and tried to be happy, it didn't really work, people started to hate me more. I was a bully with a horrible strength.

I didn't know what happend I woke up one morning with tears running down my face, the urge to punch something, I was out of control.

Anger is one thing I fear from myself you'll soon learn why

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This is a vent story somthing to clear my mind like therapy I've been working on this for awhile now :)