she's so far away but in the end so close (Vladimir tod fan fiction) ninth grade

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it felt like I was in a daze as I walked around bathory at mid night its probably because of my new night vision I sighed and enter the grave yard I haven't been here since my foster mothers funeral I walked passed some stones there was one I like inpraticualer it was a book it read HERE LIES MARIA LOPEZ 2000-2012 A LOVING SISTER DAUGHTER AND MOTHER below it read CHILD BORN ON MAY 1 2012 HER NAME IS LONA LOPEZ

it read at the bottom were sorry that hit me hard next to the stone there was a picture of her holding her daughter four days after birth I walked off seeing those words made my heart fall and break it felt like a whole bunch of guilt just smacked me in the face I got to the stone that 6 feet under Marissa was buried I looked down at the stone it read my savior I was so brave to chose that one even though I couldn't stop crying for a week avoiding everyone and everything cause it reminded me of her for some reason I inhaled feeling tears heat up in my eyes I let the tears roll I didn't want to hold them back it hurt to much to hold it in for being a creature of the night I could feel much more pain than I did then I was when human it probably was because of the life and time that we passed to realize that were missing out the pain but now im back in my orinagal from time has slowed so I can take time in feeling the pain more. I sighed and looked around seeing vlad he was standing above his mothers and fathers grave I walked over seeing him look up an smile "amber what are you doing up this late?" he asked me I smiled but couldn't find the words to say that i was just y'know around I shrugged and sighed letting more tears roll down my cheeks he came over and hugged me tightly he was also crying "im sorry Vladimir" I said he pulled off and looked at me "for this im sorry if you haven't of met me none of this would've happened me turning like you didn't want me to my mother dying " I said my lip trembling ''and ruining are friendship ''I said h e gripped my hand "amber its not your fault its never been your fault I wont let you take the blame for my and your pain just cause it feels llike it doesn't mean it is'' he said a smile covering up his saddness but something was up his smile seemed glued like you forced it I stared into his blue eyes "vlad it wwas my fault my mother died, she died hoping that I would be ok I made her worry an that's the worst thing to do to her knowing what she been trough she lost my real mother in a fire when I was 11 then my father which she had grown up with but she would always look at me as the person who killed her best friend it was my fault that fire happen Christ it was my fault that I was born my shoulders slumped some knowing im hurting vlad by saying these things I tunred "im going to go home its for the be anyway " I said starting to walk away vlad grabbed my arm pushed me into the tree that vlads parents were buried under and smacked his lips on to mine tears streaming along his cheeks and mine to I blushed hard he pulled off and stared at me I coud here his heart pound ikissed him oncemore he grabbed my waist and pulled me clossr falling on him still kissing