The Diary of a Depressed Teenager

Chapter 2

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"LET'S GO CRAZY, CRAZY, CRAZY TILL WE SEE THE SUN.  I KNOW WE ONLY MET BUT LETS PRETEND IT'S LO--" I slammed the snooze button on my alarm clock.  I looked at the time. 6:00.  School time.  Yay.  Not.  I stretched and sat up.  I felt groggy and tired.  I placed my tired feet on the carpeted floor.  I slowly made my way to the bathroom.

I stripped off all my clothes and started running hot water.  I felt the water and it burnt my hand.  "Ow." I muttered to myself. I turned the cold water nozzle left a tiny bit.  More carefully this time, I placed my hand under the water.  "Better" I murmured. 

After I took a quick shower, I dried carefully with a towel.  I put on my outfit (which I LOVE!).  My top is a flannel top, it was blue and gray. My favorite one. My bottoms were skinny jeans.  They were worn and torn.  Also my favorite.  To top it off, I have silver sandals on.  The perfect April outfit for me.  I started blow drying my hair when Gabby knocked on the door.  "Hey!" She opened the door slightly.  I turned off the hair dryer.  "Yo." I greeted her nicely. "Hey.... okay I need you to do me a favor." She whispered.  Why is she whispering? Well, it is Gabby after all. "What?" I asked her, afraid.  "I need you to call Brad." She handed me her phone.  Brad is her boyfriend.  "Why?" I asked, taking her phone.  "I need to break up with him, but I need you to make the call." She spoke quietly. "Why me?!" I asked, bewildered.  "He.... he..." she collapsed to the ground.  "He what?" I calmly stroked her hair, kneeling next to her. "He abuses me."

*15 minutes later*

"Hello? Brad spoke through the receiver.  "Hey, this is Alaina." I replied bluntly.  "Oh hey girl!" He sounded excited to talk to me, not for long my dear friend.  "Hey, so I need to talk to you about something." I glanced at Gabby who nodded in agreement.  "What would that be?" His tone seemed hushed.  "Gabby and you are- well you guys are over." I spoke forcefully. "No we aren't." He said back.  "I think so." I spat back.  "Why would that be?" He sounded angry.  I looked up at Gabby who moved her hands in circles.  "You." I said.  Gabby fell down laughing for some reason.  "What did I do?!" Brad asked, freaked out. "You know what you did, you abuser." My words seemed to roll of my tongue.  "She told you about it?" Brad sounded furious now.  "Well yeah, and you just agreed with it." I said.  "This isn't over my sweet Alaina." He sounded creepy now.  "Yes it is." I spat.  "Not until I have you and your sister dead." He whispered, hanging up.

"GABBY DID YOU--"

"YES."

"WE'RE GOING TO DIE GAB!!!!!!"

"NO WE AREN'T"

I started having one of my usual anxiety attacks.  "Get to school." Gabby pushed me out the front door." "NO! I am not leaving you here with Mr. I'm-killing-you-and-your-sister on his way!" I panicked.  "I'm fine" she said, shutting the door.

*lunch time*

"Anorexic freak."

"You're so ugly."

"When will you just die"

"Go to Hell"

"Hop off, you're getting your loser stench on me"

The rude comments just kept coming at me like darts.  I couldn't help but cry.  Crying just made the comments worse though.

"Little Baby crying aw."

"Go cry to your mom, oh wait, she's dead."

I lost it at that.  I stood up and punched Holly right in the face.  I looked up, my knuckles red, her face bleeding.  I started shaking when her boyfriend, James, punched me in the mouth. I could taste blood.  As if on reflex, I punched him in the nose.  I once again looked up, and his nose was bleeding.  Holly was on the ground crying.  Mrs. Lofel came over and separated us.  "Office. Now." Her tone was serious as she pointed down the hall.

I made my way down the long hall that led to the office.  I opened the door and ran into the principal.  "My office. Now." He looked at me, eyes narrowed.  He handed me a cloth and pointed to his office.  I walked in and sat on one of the seats. 

Mr. Landenfield walked in and sat down.  "What's your name?" He asked, staring at me.  "Alaina Marlinson" I said, looking down.  "Alaina, you are suspended for three days." He spoke.  Only three? Alright!  "Okay, I am so sorry they just got me so mad, I couldn't hold back any --"

"So you punch her?"

"Yes sir I am sorry"

"Alaina we have to call your parents."

"About that..."

"What is your moms number?"

"Mr.Landenfield" I started.  I looked down at my feet as the bell rang. "Both of my parents are dead."

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