The Diary of a Depressed Teenager

Chapter 3

Hello again! So this is the chapter where you get to meet Tori and Caleb . YYAAYY.

Also, this does have some mature content (not any sexual stuff, more depression stuff) for some of you who can't handle that!

THANK YOU MY LOVES.

Team Calaina ?? (;

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"Excuse me?" Was Mr. Landenfield's amazing response.  "Yeah, they died.  I live with my nineteen year old sister." I expounded to him. 

"This should be on file" He forcefully said. "No, it shouldn't.  I live with a legal guardian." I dully looked at him.  "Fine.  You are suspended for three days. I will call your sister, please go pack you bag" Mr.Landenfield stared blankly at me.  "Okay!" I jumped up as he dialed my sisters number on the telephone.

Anger filled my veins as I walked down the hall.  My hands balled up into fists.  I stormed to my locker , number 1657.  I dialed in the combination with my hand twitching angrily.  "9...17...28..." I spoke my combination to myself.  I opened my locker as I searched my planner.  "English...History...German." I again, talked to myself.  I shoved everything in my bag before ripping it out on my locker.  I slammed my locker shut, making a CLASH sound as I stormed away. 

I found my way to the office where my sister had already arrived at.  Dangg, she got here quickly.  "Alaina...." She looked at my bruised cheek.  "I'm... sorry..." I breathed slowly.  "Thank you again, I will make sure she doesn't do this again.  Like I said, this isn't in her nature to do these things."  Gabby smiled while opening the door.  As soon as we exited the building, Gabby turned to me.  "Really Alania...?" She said with anger, yet some sympathy.  "I'm sorry." Was all I said.  "You don't need to explain.   It's fine."  She unlocked the car.

~3 days later~

My suspension was boring.  I didn't like it at all.  Basically, I cut myself the entire time. I didn't feel anything, though it should've hurt.  I felt like it would relieve my pain.  It didn't though.  It was blood, no pain at all.  Every time to knife moved across my wrist, the blood started to slide down my arm as I cried, I thought of my mom and dad.  I miss them so much.  They are the best people ever.  Yet, they died.  My mom, a car accident.  My dad, cancer.   The blood seemed to represent the feelings.  Strangely enough, It didn't feel good.  It used to.  It didn't anymore.  I didn't tell Gabby.  I didn't want, or in this case need, anyone to know.  I just wanted to be alone.

I'm honestly ready to die.  It would be nice I guess.  When I get home it's over.  I'm going through with my plan.  I can't wait to finally  be gone.

"Have a great day!" Gabby smiled at me as I hoped out of the car.  "Wait, what's on your wrist?" Her smile faded.  "Nothing." I slammed the door and waved.  I walked up the school steps, ready for torture to begin.  "Ah, Alaina!" Mr. Landenfield greeted me.  "Good morning" I muttered.  "Could I ask you for a favor?" He smiled softly.  "Sure." I mentally rolled my eyes.  "This is Tori and her twn Caleb, they are here from America." He motioned to the tall girl and a boy slightly shorter.  Tori was beautiful.  She had wavy, cinnamon hair that extended to her stomach.  She had blue eyes, with specks of brown and green in the center.  She had fair skin, that had a slight tan to make it darker.  She was super skinny, and her smile was perfect. 

I looked over at her brother.  Wow...he's handsome.  He has dusty blond hair.  Not the so called "flippy hair" it just settled gently on his forehead.  He had a killer smile, like his sister.  With killer dimples to match.  He had blue eyes that mixed with green.  They looked like the ocean.  He was more pale than Tori, but he was just,... wow.  "Hi!" they said in unison.  "Hey, I'm Alaina." I extended a hand towards them.  They both shook my hand and smiled.  "I'm obviously Tori."  Tori giggled.  "I'm Caleb." He smiled at me.  "Nice to meet you both!" I cheerfully smirked.  "I would like you to show them around the school, they seem to be in all of your classes.  Well, at least one of them in each."  Mr. Landenfield gave me their schedules.  "Alright, will do!" I said as the 7 minute bell rang. 

"Lets wait until school starts." I said to them, searching for somewhere to sit and wait.  "When you are done, come to me for passes." Mr. Landenfield glared at me.  "Alright." I said, not smiling at all.  "So... tell me about you." I looked over at Tori, who was watching Liam Wilter, the hottest senior at our school.  "Oh... that's Liam." I smiled at her.  I knew him fairly well.  "LIAM!" I yelled across the hall.  He looked up as I motioned him to come over.   "Oh my gosh" Tori mumbled happily, yet angry.  "Liam, this is  Caleb, Caleb, this is Liam." I motioned my hands back and forth.  "This is Tori." I finished.   "You guys the America ones?" Liam questioned.  "Yeah!" Tori smiled.  "Hopefully I will see you around, I gotta go! Bye ! Nice meeting you both." Liam smiled, rushing off.  "He's hot." Tori smiled at me.  "Sure is." I agreed. 

The bell rang as the three of us rose up.  "Hey Alaina?" I heard Caleb's voice fill the empty halls.  "Yeah?" I questioned him, turning to his angel carved face.  "I know we just met, but could I have your number?" He asked, smiling.  If love at first sight is a real thing, I'm in love with Caleb.

~Diary entry~

August 23, 2011

Dear Diary,

It's been a while since THEY died.  Yet, I keep cutting.  It barely hurts anymore.  I wish it did, so I could stop.  I just miss them.  My friends have ALL left me.  I am a lonely bird in a lonely tree.  I hate it.  I know things won't get better so why live?  I guess I will stay alive for Gabby.  She is my motivation.  I can't write through tears.

Love always,

Alaina

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SOOOOO my loves. I finally updated. YAY!:) 

Sorry, i've been SO busy with school and work.  I love you all please comment and rate!  I broke my arm so I couldn't type.  It was terrible :(  I'm healed now! :D The next chapter will be when Alaina really gets to know Caleb and Tori.  :)

THANK YOU MY BEAUTIFIERS. <3

~Hazel