TW!!
overdose.
JAMES:
He felt numb.
The world was caving in.
He was shaking, throwing up.
He was in and out of consciousness. James Potter was probably the 'happiest' person in Hogwarts, rivaled only by Pandora Lovegood.
James Potter, being the happiest person he was, had severe depression.
James Potter had just downed an entire bottle of sleeping pills.
James Potter was done. He wanted out. Sobbing on the bathroom floor of the dormitory, his mind led to his boyfriend. Regulus Black. The only one who could see through James. But regulus was dead. Or he thought so. He was almost sure. He had never returned after Christmas holidays. The last he had heard from the boy, his mother was screaming. He knew something bad had happened. So James had nothing really left to live for. Sure, James had Sirius, Remus and Peter. But they didn't get him like Reggie did. They didn't understand how he felt. They didn't get him. Not now, not anymore. His mind began to blank.. his vision was fading into black. He was going to see his love again.
I'm coming Reggie.
SIRIUS:
'jamesieee!!' he called out, entering the dorm in a sing-song voice. 'prongsie pookie, where are youuuu?' No answer. He had checked the map, James was here. 'james?' he continued. He heard a groan, and a crash. 'JAMES?' Sirius was worried. This was unlike James. 'james, let me in. Let me in prongs.' he banged on the door of the bathroom. No answer. 'fuck it, I'm coming in.' 'alohamora' the door unlocked. Sirius forgets to breath. His breath stops. 'shit James fuck no' he falls to his knees next to his friends apparently lifeless body. The empty bottle of pills laying next to him. 'MOONY SHIT COME HERE RIGHT NOW, GET MADAM POMFREY AND MINNIE.'
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JAMES:
He felt himself gaining consciousness. Was this heaven?
'reggie?' he called out into the sea of white. Something moved. James opened his eyes. His smile faded. He was in the hospital wing. It hadn't worked. He looked to his right, to see a familiar pair. Sirius and Remus looking at him in horror. Sirius threw his arms around James. 'prongs omg what were you thinking we were so worried oh Merlin are you ok?' Sirius sobbed. 'it.. it didn't work, did it.' he asked Sirius. 'what do you mean didn't work.... You wanted this?' Sirius face grew from one of happiness to realization, to grief and horror. James didn't have time to respond as the hospital wing doors were thrown open.
Reggie.
REGGIE:
'Reggie! Shit I'm so glad your hear.' Pandora threw her arms around his neck. 'pandora.. people are talking about James. What happened.' he said, scared. Her face darkened. 'reg.. Sirius found him unresponsive and overdosed on the floor of the bathroom. They say he tried to end it.'.. she replied. Regulus felt like his world was ending. 'is- is he-' . 'they brought him to the hospital wing, i don't know.' that was all the information regulus needed. He set off in a run to the hospital wing.
James Pov:
'reggie?...' James was dreaming. He had to be. Because if he wasn't then regulus black was in the doorway, a ring covered hand clasped over his mouth. He was staring right at James. He felt tears start to leak out of his eyes. 'Reg- get out. Please- James needs space-' Sirius began, but regulus ignored him. He ran right over to James Potter. The love of his life, who had almost been ripped from his hold by the bitter truth of life and death. James, whose chestnut brown skin was stained with tears, band-aids and eye bags, looked at him like he was the only thing left to live for. And he was. His Reggie. His darling. He was here. In front of him. 'jamsie my darling...' he brought a hand slowly and tenderly to cup James face. James mask had reappeared, but it was falling. He tried to smile, but he just couldn't. 'reggie...' Regulus leaned down and kissed him. The stars and the sun reunite once more. And all life was set in place.
Part two?
