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Taehyung breathe softly as he continued to draw patterns on his lovers chest, he sighed and looked up at Jungkook who had his eyes closed, a soft smile adorning his face. His one hand was wrapped around taehyung's waist while his other hand was playing with his hair strands.

He had missed this hours of uncountable love and comfort between him and Jungkook, but now it was feeling like things were falling in there places, beautifully and truthfully right.

It was next day after all the coming out and acceptance thing had taken place, Jungkook had came over his place and they had watched series and had dinner and now were cuddled up against each other listening to jazz.

"So? "

Taehyung came out of his trans to look at Jungkook, his chin rested on jungkook's chest now.

"What are we now? Boyfriends? Where are we now tae? " his voice was soft and not rushed. Jungkook took his time gathering his thoughts, he curled up taehyung more on his chest hugging him close now.

Taehyung stayed silent.

"I don't know where we are now kook, definitely not boyfriends like we were" jungkook hums softly.

"But I want us to try being there again. "

There's a huge pause when Taehyung tightens his hold on Jungkook.

He gulps down his fears as he says

"There's lot of things we did wrong kook, you know that too. We kept lying to each other, we ignored each other and worst we hurted each other too much"

"I lied to you I was fine, when I was not. I was going through too many insecurities, too many doubts and too much of everything that broke us apart, you lied to me when you said, 'just a little bit tae' ,  you said you were okay with us being apart, when I know you were broke and hurt as much as I was. This all should have never happened in first place, only if we had trusted the power we had being together. "

Jungkook presses a kiss on taehyung's forehead.

"I think we should stay like this, we should more of go on dates, go on walks and talk all night, cuddle like this more, share our raw feelings and try to understand each other more. We need to build each other again."

Taehyung moves apart from Jungkook, getting out of Jungkook's hold.

He lays beside him, there being a one hand distance between each other.

And then taehyung spreads his hand, looks at Jungkook and taps on his chest.

In a second Jungkook curls in his arms, his face nuzzled in Taehyung's chest. Taehyung wrap his hand around jungkook, pressing kisses on his forehead.

"Let's try to be there for each other more this time kook, I love you. And I want us to work on our relationship"

Jungkook nods.

He looks down at Jungkook who is already staring at him.

"I understand, you are right tae. We made mistakes, I made too many to even count, and I would like to work on myself, I don't ever want to hurt you again. We should do as you say. "

Taehyung sighs.

"Kook" jungkook hums.

Taehyung pulls Jungkook towards him, pressing kiss  on his lips.

"We'll get through this baby"

Jungkook nods , he smiles, pecking taehyung's lips again.

"I love you, and I'm sorry, even though my words won't justify what I did, I would still ask for your forgiveness. I hope one day you forgive me tae"

Taehyung holds Jungkook's cheeks in his hands, he cupps them and kisses him on his cheeks.

"Shh, you did what you felt was right for us, you were trying to protect me. It's done now, I forgave you way before. But if u still feel so bad about it, why don't you ask me out on a date? "

Jungkook laughs, he caresses taehyung's cheeks

"Kim Taehyung shii, would you like to go on a date with me tomorrow? "

Taehyung humms

"Yes I think Jungkook shii, I'm free tomorrow"

"Okay then, I'll pick up by 6? How does that sound"

"I'll be ready" Jungkook nuzzles back on taehyung's chest, while taehyung wraps his arms around jungkook and close his eyes, enjoying the cuddles with jazz.