Kenma x Oikawa

Chapter 16

Oikawa Tooru he felt so happy being this close to kenma it made his heart beat faster then ever it made his body feel all warm and fuzzy inside like he was an child who got there frist ice cream he just felt so good he really did love kenma he didn't want to worry him he wanted to prove to the other he was strong and smart and he was someone who was just the best at everything but he knew he wasn't that but he was happy to have kenma who didn't need him to be all that even if he wanted to be all of that for kenma

Oikawa tooru he did thought feel badly for how hard it was for him to even say anything to kenma it made him feel so bad it made his heart hurt In an way that never happened it made his full world feel upsided down in an sense but he new it couldn't be helped its volleyball and for himself to take an break that was one of the hardest things for him to do in the full world he thinks he may have more luck with even taking an break up with kenma but not that he ever wants that to happen but an break it was so odd to him and so distressing to himself he didn't know what he would do with his time expect be an bother to kenma

Oikawa tooru he takes slow breaths to calm down as he kept the kiss going he felt an hand on his cheek to himself kenmas hand was so soft and the way his cheek was being rubbed made his body melt underneath such an simple caring touch it made him blush softly and his mind go all fuzzy he takes an soft hitched breath when kenma pulled away he smiled gently at this as he stared into the others eyes seeing how the other was feeling hearing the sorry broke his heart more and then when the other turned over it made his heart hurt even more then ever he takes another hitched breath before he leaned himself into kenma more cuddling him form behind with an strong caring grip around there body "Don't be sorry kenken..no need to for you have done nothing wrong.." he said that into the others ear gently what he said was soft and filled with pure love

Oikawa tooru he smiled softly when he heard the other say that he shushes him gently and he leaned his body closer to kenmas form behind he kiss his cheek softly form somewhat above them "Kenken..its not to much if you want me to take it.. off I will.." he said that with the gritting of his teeth his hands where digging into somewhat of kenma showing how focused it was to come out of him its clear he hates the idea of anything like that he hates it which is understandable he loves volleyball and he hates breaks more then anything it seemed

Reassurance was something Kenma not only needed, But loved. With his anxiety and constantly being anxious the reassurance Oikawa gave him was nice. It made his anxiety calm down a bit. It made him feel loved. Being around Kenma when he was anxious was like walking on eggshells, sometimes he'd get too overwhelmed. It's not like he could help it, he'd do anything to not be anxious. It was what made Kenma well..Kenma.

The blonde put his hand over Oikawa's and played with his lovers fingers a bit. He let out a small hum as he listened to his lover speak. The reassurance made his lips curve upwards and into a small smile. It was a nice feeling. Kenma rubbed his thumb against Oikawa's knuckles and melted into their cuddling. His body was warm and he was relaxed, sort of. He was trying to relax.

Kenma gently squeezed Oikawa's hand. Although Oikawa tried to sound convincing, Kenma knew very well Oikawa hated the idea of a break that long. "Don't lie to me.." Kenma softly said as he shut his eyes. "I know you very well Oikawa..Which is why If you don't want to take a break that long I won't make you,,A 3 day break sounds just fine too.." Kenma's voice was low and soft. "I want you to be happy with this decision..I don't want us to argue or for this to escalate..Whatever you want I'll be okay with...I guess you do have a point, this was bound to happen anyway."

Oikawa Tooru he was more then happy to try and give the reassurance kenma needs and wants he wants to make them feel like they own the world like they can just fall into his warm arms like they is no fear no anxiety at all in kenma but he knows if that happened kenma wouldn't be kenma it would he the one who he feel in love with he hates seeing his lover worried but he knows as long as he trys to understand and help in any way he can he can't go wrong even if he dose he knows kenma will give him an second chance of having an hard time understanding what's wrong

Oikawa Tooru he he felt his hand be touched by kenma and he didn't mind at all as he held the other close he smiled as he felt his fingers being played with before he felt his knuckles being rub he loved the fact kenma was being somewhat calm and trying to keep there cool he really did love this boy and he knew full well he did

Oikawa Tooru he bits his lip as he was called out for being an lair and lying with what he said to kenma he sighed an bit "I'm sorry.. kenken I just don't want you to worry even if I don't belive I need an big break if you want me to have one you know I will to make you feel better and not worry so much anything for my baby kitty after all.." he said that soft as he gently kissed kenmas cheek trying to show as much love as he could without it being overbearing for kenma wanting the other to be as comfortable as they can be he sighed an bit "Yes it was bound to happen but I could have made it lay off for it to be an issue if only I took the right care of my body form the start kenken but thats not the case I've made some bad choice for my body so if you think it's best for me to take an break your probably correct you always are right when it counts kenken"

Kenma smiled softly at kiss on his cheek. He smiled even more at how cooperative Oikawa was trying to be. The blonde turned around to face his lover and looked up at him. "You are the best thing to happen to me, Oikawa.. I love you so much." Kenma softly said, his gaze soft and slightly shy. "I love how you worry about me..think about me..take into consideration what I might like and what i might not like..you care for me and I want to care for you too, Oikawa..especially now more than ever." Kenma softly placed a small kiss on Oikawa's neck.

"Let me take care of you, Oikawa.. let me care for you..Please.." The blonde wrapped an arm around his lover and snuggled up closer into their body. "I know this isn't easy for you, but I really do want you to take this break.. Think about how good it would be for the both of us, and for your knee.." Kenma softly planted a small kiss on his lovers chest. "The more you take care of yourself and your knee, the less you'll have to take breaks."

Kenma sighed softly, "And you need to listen to your doctors too.." He planted a few more small kisses on his partners chest and a few light kisses on Oikawa's neck again. Kenma snuggled the side of his face into the pillow, Oikawa's pillow. He smiled softly. "What do you say? Break or no break?" Kenma pecked Oikawa's lips quickly with a gentle smile.

The blonde had to admit, He was the biggest softy when it came to Oikawa.  Normally, he had hated everything lovey dovey, and when they first got together, he was a bit worried about how Oikawa would react because of it. But surprisingly, Kenma came around and eventually loved being kissed, cuddled, hugged, and loved up on. He loved it so much he started to do the same, even if it was small kisses he loved giving and receiving them.