"Synéchise"

Chapter 3

Before I start you might noticed that I change the ships because I just had this dream that made me change it.

KIO POV

Growing up is like a beautiful curse, nobody notices how hard I try to hold back my tears everyday. I've asked my heart if I'm really happy.........I did and my heart started to cry. The worst feeling is knowing that I did the best I could and it still wasn't good enough. I wish I told myself from the start that this will break my heart, but I'll endure everything for the sake of my life. I've tried to ask my parents for help but I just laughed at myself, it was so foolish of me to ask them for help because They don't know me they don't care about me the sad part is they are convinced that they do. No matter how many tears I cry tonight, I'll show up to school tomorrow with a smile as if nothing happened, nobody will care anyway, nobody will care even when I'm losing my mind even when I'm tired of living in this world.

If I could throw everything away, would it be easy to live my life laughing. Don't say anything now because it will hurt my heart again. If I could forget everything would it be easy to live without tears........But I can't do that. No matter how hard I try to be perfect I only get hurt with their words. I had enough. I act like I don't care, but deep inside it hurts so much.

I'm trying my best to be just like my siblings, I'm trying my best to be the perfect child they've always dreamed of. Everything in this world hurts so much, just thinking about tomorrow makes me go crazy.................I don't even know if I still want to live, but I'll try.................I'll try because I found happiness even though I feel scared because one day it can be taken away from me but I'll still try to be happy................at least I experienced to be happy for real this time, I didn't have to fake a smile or fake a laugh this time it was real. 

Sometimes I question myself that why am I not like the others? Why an I so different? Why do I feel like an alien who fell down on earth who doesn't belong anywhere I feel like a freak trying to blend in with everyone else, I tried to speak but they just won't listen they won't even understand me, no one will. 

(Timecheck 2:47 am)

It's past midnight and I still can't sleep, I've been overthinking for almost 5 hours now and I've been silently crying for 3 hours how long will it take for my tears to be drained I've cried so much but why do I still have so many tears left? I'm getting so tired dreaming by myself I'm so sick of it all now,  I just wanna give up I don't want to be an embarrassment tomorrow If that happens my life would be even worse.

i'll try to sleep now I still have class tomorrow and of course "education is always priority". Priority my ass bitch you can't even make your own child happy. 

(Timeskip Morning 6:30 am)

Waking up was the worst thing I could do today, I didn't want to leave my bed because I'm still tired from all the crying I did last night, but my so called parents had other plans and decided to finally sit at the dining table and eat with their children. Ate Kiara had to wake me up and drag me out of bed just to get ready for breakfast.

(At the dining table)

Everything was going fine no one was talking they were just eating until someone decides to break the silence and be annoying as fuck.

So how are your academics anything new? Doc asked his "children" and as expected the eldest always have to answer first.

Everything is good Doc, and I'm still on top of my class. Kiro said with with no emotion because he was not in the mood to talk to hi "parents"

Kiara just answered the same as Kiro. There was a long silence and everyone at the dining table was looking at Kio who was silently eating and not giving a single fuck on what they are talking about, he had no plans on answering that question because to him they have no right to know how he was doing. 

Yukio Zyde Montero is that the way you should ask when you are having a conversation with your parents! Have you forgotten your manners, and stop acting like a child and answer us. Doctora spat out with the most annoying voice possible. 

Kio stopped eating and placed his spoon down he then looked directly at doctora's eyes coldly and answered her.

Why should I tell you about my academics, It's none of your damn business you're not the one who's studying. and didn't you have a great influence you should've already known how our academics since you have all those connections. Kio said showing no respect in front of them since they don't deserve any respect at all. 

YUKIO! How dare you say that! This is all because of that sports team and friend group you're in leave them immediately! You are being a disrespectful child because of the environment you're around! Doc a.k.a his father said

Why should I leave them, I'd rather die than leave them and you're no one to control my life, I don't care if I'm not showing respect to you, you don't even deserve respect. And how dare you talk shit about them one more thing You. Are. No. One. To. Me. so don't act like you dedicated your whole life into raising me. Unlike his older siblings  Kio doesn't fear his parents, he doesn't care if one day they hire an assassin to kill him while walking down the streets, but when they talk shit about his friends who cares about him he doesn't waste any time and fight back against them.

Kio left the dining table and grabbed his back he left the house and went to school his older siblings did the same while their parents are shouting at them to come back because they are not yet done in disciplining them Let's just say that they were as red as a tomato from shouting for nothing because no of their children will ever listen to them. 

TO BE CONTINUED - 

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Hi sorry for ghosting I was just busy with family things anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter

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