On my mind (BUNNY)

Chapter 2: Sleepless night

𝗕𝘂𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

It's currently 11 am and i'm in bed. I'm suppose to be asleep but i can't sleep for some reason, i'll admit. Since Kenny's death i haven't been able to sleep well but it hasn't been this bad. 

My head hurts and i feel extremely dizzy. Eric for sure put something in that chocolate milk. Probably just to annoy me, i decide to grab my phone and message Eric. I assume he isn't awake anymore but i might aswel just try

'Hey Eric, what did you put in the chocolate milk? I know you put something in it so just tell me'

I send the message and i sit up, that was a bad idea cause i feel even dizzier now. I immediately lay back down and i look at the door

I begin thinking about Kenny again, i miss him alot honestly. It's been different without him. That sounds cheesy but it's true, it's been alot quieter and i don't have the motivation to go to school anymore. I just wish i could talk to him again  

I should probably get to sleep, i have school tomorrow

My phone makes a beeping sound. Eric is actually awake and he responded? 

As fast as i possibly can i enter my password and check to see what Eric send

'I didn't put anything in it i swear'

Oh my god does he really think i will believe him? Annoyed, i begin typing a response 

'Eric i know you did just tell me what it was' 

If he keeps trying to dodge my question i will ask him at school, i need to know what he put in the drink.

He begins typing again and i wait patiently, he is a slow typer. When he finally finishes typing i almost drop my phone in shock. 

'I just wanted to pull a little prank on you, i switched the cocao powder with Kenny's ashes! I got you so good!' 

Without hesitation i immediately block him, i look back at the text and just stare at it in pure shock and guilt. Why the heck would he do that? How did he even get Kenny's ashes? How does a dumbass like him even know what ashes are?  

I take a deep breath and i begin crying quietly, what is wrong with him? Why did he make me do that? I didn't even know, i should've known that he can't be trusted. This is such a stupid thing to cry about but i can't help it

'Breath in...'

I take a deep breath and hold it for about 5 seconds

'Breath out...'  

I let the deep breath out again as i notice how much im shaking. I'm gonna actually kill Eric tomorrow.

My phone makes a beeping sound again, i know it isn't Eric since i blocked him. I enter my password again and look at who messaged me

'Tweek.?' 

I open the message and begin reading it as i try my best to stay calm 

'Hry Byttsds i knos how thougj it hadn been sonce you lost kwnny bit rric pisted about you o coondyragrak yoy moght wsnn ckec; it put' 

It takes me a moment to find out what he send me, Craig has to teach his boyfriend how to type properly.. I finally realize what he said 

'Hey butters i know how though it has been since you lost Kenny but Eric posted about you on coonstagram you might wanna check it out' 

Great, first Eric tells me that i legit drank my best friend's remains and then he just posts about me? I take another deep breath and go onto coonstagram to see the post

As soon as i see it i feel disgusted by him, it's a screenshot of the conversation we just had with the text 'I got him good' above it. He really has to rub this in my face, and now the entire school is gonna know. He's a fat ugly bastard.

I go back to Tweeks message and start to type

'I just checked, i can't believe that he is proud of himself for this

After sending the message i begin sobbing quietly once again, i knew i shouldn't have trusted him. I'm so done with his crap. He always finds a way to rip on me but this was way too far, i can't just forgive him like it's nothing again.

Tweek responded and i check the message immediately 

'Je rrally is a sovk pwrsom' 

I can't tell what's worse right now, the fact that i legit drank the only remains of Kenny or Tweeks spelling. I begin to translate it again.. 

'He really is a sick person'

Atleast he is speaking the truth. I never thought i would be this mad at someone. It takes me a small moment to think of a way to reply but i finally manage to think of one

'I know, he is. Tweek im going to sleep, you should aswel its almost 12 am. Goodnight'

If it really was a good night Kenny would be alive and well. 

After i send that i put my phone on silent and put it away, i turn around to face the wall and i wipe the tears off my face

'My head hurts so much...' 

I'm sure that drinking ashes isn't healthy so that's probably the reason to why my head hurts. I just didn't expect it to be this bad

I try to ignore it but it hurts too much, i give up and get out of bed to go see if we have some paracetamol. I quietly sneak to the bathroom, being careful to not accidently wake my parents up.

Somehow i make it to the bathroom and i check the cabinets for some paracetamol, i find some and i immediately grab a glass aswel. I fill the glass with water as i get ready to swallow it

Three.. Two.. One...

I put the pill in my mouth and take a big sip of the water and swallow it in one go, nice and easy

After taking a deep breath i put the glass down and put the paracetamol back in the cabinet, i begin sneaking back to my room

I get to my room, i close the door and get into my bed, i put the blanket over me and rest my head on the pillow. My head still hurts but i know the paracetamol will kick in soon...

Okay not gonna lie it sounds like i was talking about some illegal substance. But i just want to sleep, its 12am and i have school tomorrow

I close my eyes and try to fall asleep, while my head still hurts alot. 

A few minutes pass and the pain begins to go away slowly, i feel like i can finally sleep now