Bound To Falling In Love

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Remaya's povs:

Running from the creature that was chasing me in the forest. I stopped panting for air as something wrapped around me - BEEP BEEP, I jumped out of my skin. God, another nightmare. Luckily, my alarm clock saved me. I groaned into my pillow as at least a Friday at there's no school for a week after today, I thought, sitting out of bed.

I brushed my blonde hair and threw it in a bun , put my favourite hoodie on and my grey track suit bottoms. I grabbed my backpack and ran out the door. I was gonna be late for the 3rd time this week.

I arrived at school 15 minutes late, and I couldn't have another detention. I thought I had to go to visit my mom. I walked in, and Mrs Miller looked disappointed. "The third time this week remaya its not exeptable," she said, pursing her lips and tutting. I simply ignored her and sat in my seat. Little did she know that I didn't sleep at night and I suffered with an eating disorder. Little did she know that I could not eat more than one meal a day. Little did she know that I harm my self each night due to my pain in my mother dying that I didn't sleep.

After the lesson, I walked down the hallway until I felt someone grab my bag. I quickly spun around, and I saw my best friend Jack. "MAYA!" he screamed, hugging me. That's my nickname. "I mised you," I said, hugging him tightly. "Are you ok, maya?" He replied seriously with his eyebrow raised. "Im fine, just heading toilet," I said, hiding the pain away with a smile. "Oh ok, I'll see you later . " he said, walking off with his friends.

I walked to the toilet quickly, and I needed to just get away from this crowd. I thought rushing. I finally got there and reached into my blazer and pulled my airpods and a blade. This is how I cope with my mom dying, harming myself, and it feels so dam good I can't stop. I listened to Little Mix as i swiped the blade against my wrist. Tears rolling down My cheeks as I heard someone walk in. Then , knock on the stall. "I hope you aren't doing anything but pissing in there," a familiar voice said . It was chloe!! I put a plaster on my wrist and flushed away the blade. "Im coming," I said, unlocking the stalls. Before I knew it, she jumped on me. "Im skipping wanna join?"she questioned. Of course, I said yes, and we left.