sparks fly (Gavi x reader)

12. I can't do this anymore.

pablo pov:
I was scrolling on my phone when I saw Y/n's post. It was her and Mads. They were friends again. Why did it feel so bittersweet? Wasn't I supposed to feel happy for Y/n? Mads made her happy, and I wanted to be happy. Maybe it's just that I know deep down that this means she has Mads to talk about everything we talked about, and she might not come see me anymore. We kissed. Gosh, we kissed more than once. I wish she knew how I felt about her. I don't know if she realizes I think about her all the time. She's always in the back of my brain, whether she's singing a Lana del Rey song or making a tiktok. Her laugh echos throughout my head whenever I see a photo of her. I wish she knew I was the one thinking that. But now, maybe now that she had Mads back, she wouldn't care about me anymore and just forget. Forget the kisses, forget the flirting, forget everything. I was so worked up with my own thoughts that when I looked down I saw Y/n had sent me a message :

Hermosita💗

Pabloooo
Pabloooo
Pablitooo
Lover boy answer the phoneee

hola amor
Que te pasa ?

You only answer the phone when I call you lover boy huh

Mhmmm no, just a coincidence

sureeee
anways anways anyways
IM FRIENDS W MADS AGAINNN
soooo because you're so proud of me can I come to your placeee

You wanna see me that badly huh

Maybe...

Of course you can come over amor

I'll be there in an hour xx

I just smiled at the message. She was coming over.

Y/n pov:
He called me amor again. My cheeks became flushed and turned a peachy colour. I swear this boy had way too much influence over my emotions. Things between us felt so confusing, we kissed, we slept at each others houses, but we weren't anything? I had to stop myself before I began a never ending loop of overthinking. I had to get ready.

Since we were just chilling at his house, I picked up a pair of pink sweatpants and a white top:

I sat down at my vanity to touch up my makeup and hair, which ended up looking like this:

(makeup)

(hair)
I kept fiddling with my necklace while waiting to catch the bus. I just took out my airpods and tried to listen to music to calm myself down. I saw the bus arrive, and got in.
TIME SKIP

I arrived at Pablo's house, dressed in my favorite pink sweatpants and white shirt. As I walked up to the door, I felt my heart racing with anticipation. My finger shacked as I rang his doorbell. Why was I so goddamn nervous? He opened the door with a big smile. I laughed, his smile made relax.
"Hola hermosa" he said, while grabbing my hand to lead me in.
"Hi Pablitooo" I said, following him into his living room.
It was a dim-lit room, and I saw he had already put gilmore girls on the tv. I started to jump around and said:
"You're becoming normal and watching more gilmore girls with me?"
"Only for you querida"
I blushed, and he just smiled at me. He jumped onto the couch and then pulled me onto it to it. I laughed and he clicked play on the remote. I heard the distinctive "if you're out on the road..."

TIME SKIP

I could feel the tension building between Pablo and I as we sat on the couch, watching the movie. Every time our arms brushed or our eyes met, it was like a spark of electricity ignited between us.As the episode played on, I found myself getting lost in his gaze, his warm brown eyes drawing me in. He leaned in closer to me, and I could feel his breath on my skin. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks.We were both on the edge of the couch lost in the moment, when suddenly, he made his move. He leaned in and captured my lips in a soft and gentle kiss, and I felt my body melt into his.All the tension and buildup we had been feeling was released in that one moment, as we kissed each other with a passion that had been brewing between us for so long. His hands tangled in my hair, and I ran my hands down his chest, feeling the warmth of his skin.I could feel his heart beating against mine, and I knew that in that moment, we both wanted the same thing. Our bodies pressed closer together, and I could feel the heat rising between us.
"Y/n?"
"Yes Pablo?"
"I can't do this anymore"
I tilted my head at him:
"Can't do what?"
"Pretend I don't like you. That's what I've been telling myself for far too long, Y/n. But the truth is, I do like you. I've liked you for a long time now, and I can't keep pretending like I don't feel this way anymore. It's been eating away at me, this feeling I have for you. Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat and my palms start to sweat. You have this effect on me that no one else has, and I can't keep ignoring it."
"But, what about Pedri?"
"Fuck Pedri"
I laugh and say "Isn't he your best friend?"
"He hangs out with Mads most of the time anyway"
"True" I say while giggling.
I look at him and decide I might as well get it off my chest too.
"Look Pablo, I like you too. I've liked you for a while now, actually. I just didn't know if you felt the same way. It's like we've been dancing around each other, pretending not to see what's right in front of us."
"Y/n, I honestly can't wait anymore, will you be my girlfriend?"
I look at him dramatically and say "I thought you would never ask Gavira"
He smiled and said "Shut up"
I took out my phone and decided that this was instagram post worthy:
"Smile Gavira"

@yn.gonz

imagine not being able to say Pablo Gavi is your bf🙄
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A/N:
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