Your Heart Asks for Me (𝚉𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚒 𝙵𝙵)

Sleeping beauty

"Oh, wow..really Zhan, I really love it, your hobby is so great", Yibo praised him looking around the small but very beautifully created garden, Yibo could clearly see the love, care and passion which Xiao Zhan put in while creating this, "..thank you", the other uttered blushing slightly when he felt that he just got praised by the love of his life

"I really want to smell the roses..", Yibo voiced out staring at the beautiful flowers which he found very pretty to watch, "Oh..alright", Zhan stood up from the chair and carried Yibo once again in his arms, the other smiled hugging Zhan's neck, "Am I not heavy?", asked him gazing towards the one who is carrying him

Zhan started walking as he answered, "Not that much", Yibo raised his eyebrows and asked, "Not that much? Do you mean I'm heavy?", Zhan laughed nervously in that and gulped hard, he brought Yibo close towards the flower kneeling in the height of it, "here", Zhan uttered bringing him close towards the flower who sniffed it closing his eyes finding very tender and pretty scent

"Okay", Yibo uttered opening his eyes, Along with Zhan he was pulled up again, "Are you not tired?", the latter asked wiping the sweat from Zhan's face, "No..it's alright", he answered giving a small smile towards the latter who was worried now and continuously wiping off the sweat from his face by sleeves

Zhan placed the boy down on the bench and he too sat beside him, "Zhan..can I ask you something?", Yibo spoke after staying in silent for a moment, the other male turned towards him and nodded in response, "We were like this before?..I mean if our friendship was like this?", he asked biting down his lower lip in nervousness

"...Yah..we were very close to each other, why did you asked?", even tho it hurts to say that this was only friendship relation between them, but Zhan have to sacrifice it no matter how much he doesn't want to, it's Yibo's choice at the last whether he falls for Zhan at last or not, but still he'll try every possible and positive way to make the other fall for him no matter how long time it takes, he'll try and try and try or he would never stop, how can he ever let go that beautiful love which he still has with His Yibo?

"Like this?", Yibo asked turning towards him once again, who faced him staring deep into the dark orbs which was showing whole universe into them, "..Yes", Zhan uttered without breaking the stare, it was the first time he stared into those beautiful thing, he never got to see Yibo perfectly in real life as they were always in a chat, Voice call or video call and when they finally came to meet each other then the fate played a very cruel part into their lives which Zhan can never forget

Yibo felt his cheeks burning and quickly looked away from that dark orbs when he felt that he was being hypnotized with it, but deep down he enjoyed every single staring with Zhan, who was as blushing as himself now, "Um..actually..the thought was roaming in my mind for a long time", Yibo uttered looking down, which Xiao Zhan immediately turned towards him and asked, "What is it? Tell me"

"Uh..are we..you know...was perhaps dating in the past?", Yibo asked bit hesitantly biting his lower lip in nervousness looking up at Zhan, who gulped hard hearing this and turned towards other direction, he stayed silent as it was hurting too much to utter the lie, which was they were not in a romantic relationship..he wanted to burst out all the truth and kiss this boy till death, but..he is too positive minded for this, even if it hurts..it's for good, we will get more stronger when we face more problems

"What happened Zhan?", Yibo asked nervously looking towards the other who was still hanging his head low, "Uh..we were not in any that kind of relationship...as I said already I was your like good friend", he answered still not looking towards Yibo, who after hearing this nodded his head in understanding, he gave a smile to Zhan who sadly smiled back and gulped hard not knowing what to say now