This is part two of My childhood crush and i'm very excited for you's to read this! It took a while to get a good idea for it but here it is, enjoy.I finally entered my house, quickly barging into my room and locked it, immediately tearing up again, no one is home right now, but i just know that i'll get in trouble for skipping school.
I tighten my fist together and bang on my door, sobbing i quickly stand up and head to my bed, laying on it and bawling up into a Fetus position crying more.
"It's n-never *hic*-me huh, Eita? It will never be me! I'll just be replaced... a-all the time..." i crawl under my covers and continue crying, i soon enough close my eyes and bring my knees up to my chest more, sniffling.
"Hey... Shira?" I hear a voice call out from behind my door, "Taichi?" I call back, hearing a hum in response i quickly stand up and run to my door unlocking it and opening it to see my best friend.
"Taichi!" I yell, tearing up and hugging him, i wrap my arms around his neck and after a few seconds i feel his arms wrap around my torso.
Taichi hums slightly and i look up at him, tears in my eyes again. "What happened?" He asks calmly, making me let go of him and head to my bed "lock the door please..."
Taichi nods and gets inside my room, shutting and locking the door then sitting on the bed next to me. "So you know the new third year?" Taichi nods and i continue with my explanation.
"He is my childhood best friend... and- crush..." I speak truthfully, fidgeting with my fingers, Taichi lets out a sigh and hugs me, i hug back and go into another crying session.
"H-he... he made a p-promise that we would get married when we are o-older... and that we w-would be together f-orever..." i explain between my sobs, Taichi just rubbing my back and humming. "I'm sorry, Kenji..." He whispers as his mouth was close to my ear.
I shake my head and look away, "n-no, it's not your fault." I state, stating the obvious. "Still, i feel bad for you..." Taichi confesses making me feel a tingle in my heart but i just ignore it. "Hm..." i bury my head further into his chest moving my arms back to his neck and intertwining my hands.
"Kenji, can i tell you something?" Taichi asks, making me look up at him, i nod slightly not knowing what he's going to say. He sighs softly and places his finger on my chin pulling my face up to make eye contact with him.
I feel my cheeks heat up from this, but i still hold eye contact with Taichi. "I have feelings for you, Kenji." My eyes widen and i sit on my knees, "W-what?" I question, him repeating what he said a few seconds ago.
"I... have feelings for you." My eyes soften and i look down, fidgeting with my fingers and my heart racing. "I-, don't know what to say..." i admit, i notice his hand by his lap and i smile slightly quickly reaching out for his hand and intertwining our fingers.
I look up at Taichi, laughing when i see he's blushing, like a lot. I squeeze his hand and that makes him look at me, "I think i do too, but..." i fidget slightly with Taichi's hand and sigh.
"Can we like, go on a few dates... to see if i really do like you?" I ask, Taichi nodding straight away and smiling brightly. "Of course, Kenji, i would love to, don't feel pressured to date me afterwards if you find out you don't have feelings for me though." He states making me smile.
I just nod and hug Taichi, "Thanks, For being here, Nishi" i smile softly, completely forgetting about anything other then this moment, 'how did he just flip my day around in one conversation...' is what i thought.
'But i didn't care, someone actually liked me, and i think i like them too.' I sigh softly and stay like that for awhile, "You think you can go to school still?" Taichi asks, considering it's still practice i could probably make it.
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𝐒𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭'𝐬 | | Semishira | | Haikyuu!!
FanfictionThis is a Oneshot book about the slash ship Semishira and their lives together in each Au's. Thank you for reading if you do. Note: this book contains Smut(Sexual intercourse) Boy x boy(LGBTQIA+) Heavy angst(depression, anxiety, sexual assault, ab...