A Far Cry From You

Chimon's Talks [Part 3]

A/N: Hello, beauties!

Sorry for the delay. My life has been busy with delivering projects, studying and working.
This all talk with Chimon got really long. But I love how their relationship went so beautifully (see further notes at the end). I tried my best to portray a gay relationship (the doubts, the insecurities, the challenges) for it to be at least a little representative. I hope I didn't do a crappy job. Feel free to ring me in the comment section if you want to recommend something or have constructive criticism.

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Previously...

"So, yes, I was straight. Or maybe I wasn't. I think I'm bisexual. I was searching for a little bit, and I think that's what I am. I don't think I've felt this attracted to guys before. Not to this extent! Even now, I normally don't. The first time it happened was when I was shooting Bad Buddy. At the time, I thought it was because I was so invested in Pran that I was confusing his feelings as mine. I remember that was the first time I watched gay porn and was able to get off with it..."

Chimon's mouth opened again.

"Are you for real? Meung, I need alcohol for this conversation!"

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They moved the talk to Chimon's house, grabbed some snacks and beers and sat on the floor around the living room table.

"Start spilling the tea! How is it with Ohm? How is..." Chimon grinned, "the dynamic between you two?"

Nanon arched his eyebrow.

"Are you asking who bottoms and who tops? Stupid!" he shook his head, throwing a side grin.

"I mean, I'm curious. It must hurt?"

Nanon smiled shyly. He drank a little more from his beer to help with the answer.

"Depends. Sometimes, it can hurt. I'm not the most experienced person in this business, but, for me, the majority didn't hurt. Maybe a slight discomfort at the beginning. It will depend especially on how relaxed you are and the person you are with, I think... My first time didn't hurt as much as I was expecting... Only a little in the beginning, but once I let go of stupid thoughts and focused on him, it didn't hurt. Well, now that I think about it, that was our second time if I count that disastrous first try. Anyway, if you trust them and feel comfortable with them and if they are nice and take time to prepare you, not just the fingering part (that doesn't even have to happen always). But, like, make you horny enough, it won't hurt per se. At least, I think so... I only had Ohm."

"So that means that Ohm..." Chimon chuckled, "Who would have thought Ohm would be the one in control!"

Nanon looks at him with semi-closed eyes.

"Just because he tops me, it doesn't mean he is the one in control!"

"Sorry, my control freak friend."

Nanon paused his anger to frown his eyes at Chimon, intrigued, "But why do you say that? I think the general public thinks the opposite."

Chimon shrugged.

" Well, Ohm looks meaner. But, in reality, you're more dominant, a little more authoritarian. Not in a bad way," he paused and added in a lower volume, "Well, sometimes... You like things to go as you want, and Ohm is much more flexible and sometimes more understanding."

"Hey!" he exclaimed, a little offended.

Chimon widened his eyes at him.

"What! Do you think of yourself as perfect? If you rationally grasp the point of the other person, amazing. But for some reason, if the point of the other person doesn't make sense to you, you won't change your behaviour if it affects your life. Even when you say sorry, it sounds less genuine and more like a formality. Ohm is different. Even if he reacts more than you and in a more childish way, he will come back, and he will nevertheless genuinely say sorry and shape himself a little just because the other person is feeling in a certain way, even though he may not understand the reasons behind that."