all i needed ~ fluffy angst ~

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by planetmeg

by planetmeg

if you cant tell i love writing angst 😍

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george pov

it was the day my dad had passed today, sure it was a couple years back but its just so hard to not remember this day. but im meeting dream tonight and i really wanna tell him how i feel, i dont know how to?

my flight is boarding and im insanely bored so i started texting him

Dream Clay 💚

george 🩵
hey dream

dream 💚
hey hru?

george 🩵
i dont know honestly

george 🩵
my dad died a couple years ago on this exact day. i dont know if i can handle that.

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my wifi went out. great. now i cant message him til im inside florida. i miss his voice, god his voice its so low and so grueling. i cant hold these feelings in real life, where i see his gorgeous face in person, and dont have to worry about shit. i dont know what to do now im starting to have a panic attack i miss my dad. my dad died on a plane. please dear god. i started to sob and the person next to me asked if i was okay.

"i just have t-trauma from p-planes.." i said. "oh im so sorry would you like to listen to my music with me? beware its only Taylor Swift" they said giggling. "i ADORE Taylor Swift." i said.

i just got woken up by the person next to me. "its over" they smiled. "thank you for letting me hear your music. and worrying about me" i awkwardly laughed at the end.

after i got off the plane i immediately messaged dream. i was gonna kiss him when i saw him. i already had a few fans come up to me, guess im coming out.

dream 💚
i see youuuu

i look around i dont see anybody on their phone. he must be joking.. i turned around ready to sit down and i ran into somebody. i step back "oh my god im so sorry i.." i look up and see him, my crush of 3 years right before me. "hey," he said slowly he was blushing insanely, i bet i am too. "are we uh," he coughed "ready?" i finished. "uhm yeah are you?" no im not i cant contain myself please. "yes i am" GOD WHY DID I SAY THAT! im gonna end up kissing him while hes driving! i got pushed out my thoughts as he grabbed my hand and started running towards the car. i was laughing so hard i almost peed myself.

on the ride home i was wondering when the best time to tell him was, he had pulled over? is this it?! am i even prepared?! my breath probably smells horrible! a knock was on the window. it was a police officer..

"any thought of why i pulled you over today?" the officer said. he sounded like my dad.. i looked up and... "dad?" i said in a shaky voice.. "george?" he said back. i nodded and ran out the car to hug him as i sobbed into his shoulder. ive never cried infront of dream before. "people said you d-died.." i sobbed out. i fell on the floor with him as he just soothed me. "please dont leave me again.." i wiped my tears. dream was already out the car. i stood up and apologized to dream for interrupting and went back to the passenger side. they talked outside of the car and dream rolled his window up so i couldnt hear anything. last thing i heard was dream getting in the car before i fell asleep.

i woke in a bed. i felt warm but something around me? i turned and it was dream? he was spooning me! i turned fully and pushed him a little so he was on his back and laid my head on his bare chest hearing his heartbeat. this was all i needed...