just accept it fluffy angst

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by planetmeg

by planetmeg

104 reads... OMFG? HELLO? THANK YOU SO MUCH ILY ❤️ ENJOY THIS SPECIAL ❤️❤️❤️ (ill make a dif part to this if you dont like: homophobia, mentions of rape.)

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George Pov :
i was walking home from school when i realized i forgot something in the lockerooms; a dildo. i run back and i ran into someone. "im so sorry im in a rush to find something and i rea-" he cut me off with "its fine. is this what your looking for though?" he pulls out a dildo but, not mine. "uhm, no" i said angrily. he looks surprised and says "well let me help you find your thing you left?" he says seductively as if he knows i left my dildo at school..

"sure i guess but whats your name?" i ask quickly. "my names Clay but i go by Dream" he tries to put his arm around me but i step away not wanting to be touched by him. "well damn, i guess you dont want help," he starts to turn around but i stop him and i put his arm around me and start walking again. im terrified cause i used to have a crush on him but he bullied me.

he laughs and pulls me closer and whispers "i know you liked me before" and then slightly kissed my ear. "you hated me the whole time though and you bullied me.." i said walking slower. he looked away from me and cleared his throat. "i didnt hate you. i was confused about," he pauses with a shaky breath in "sexuality..." and takes his hand off of me.

i laugh and say "so you bullied the only other person who was feeling like that?" and hold his hand. he looked around tense before easing into my hand. "i guess i didnt want to seem gay, for my familys reputation" he said calmly and squeezed my hand. i loved this, i loved him. "so you know i keep a dildo in school?" i ask weariness covering my face as he laughs with pride. "of course i do? who else would move it?"

he lets go of my hand to cover his laugh. i smile and say "you let go?" and he quickly stops laughing at just stares at me. "uhm..." he says with a uncertainty look over his face. i wiped the smile off my face and continue walking with my head down, without him. and he stays there just look at me walk away like im nothing to him. i hate this, i hate him i literally confirmed i liked him and he treats me like this. he never changed.

time skippy

i arrived, alone. i walk to the locker rooms and i let it out, i sobbed my heart out. i was silently crying on the way here but i cant keep it in. i sob and sob like the first time i got bullied...

"shut up freak! your too gay to be here?" my bully screamed as i was shaking on the ground beaten up. "please i-ill leave i will just dont do anything else please.." i whimpered. i had been beaten and raped in the locker rooms. he spat on me where i was bleeding on my face and left. i got grounded for a month for "fighting"

somebody sat next to me and said "i remember this place" and put their arm around me. "i hate him for what he did to me. and still he never stopped" i said sobbing into my hands not knowing "him" was who i was talking to. "im sorry" was all he said. "sorry? why are you sorry you didnt," i looked up and saw him staring at the ground. "you DID do it! you made me feel like hell and you just did now! do you know how much i had to go through!" i scream.

he just sat and took my screaming for 5 minutes before standing up. "hello?! your gonna leave again?! god why do i even try!" i sob and sit on the floor in a corner. he left me as i cried for what felt forever.

i wake up to a fluffy bed and warmth. "your awake, i made you food" dream said as i sat up. "whyd you take me to your house" i say worried. "i didn't want to leave you there alone and uncomfortable so i took you to my house so you could sleep better" he sat down next to me with mine and his food and began eating his.

i grabbed mine and slowly ate it. "why did you make me food, and so much of it?" i ask and he giggled. "i forgot how small you were" he throws his head back in laughter. i lay down after u finish eating and plan to go back to bed but dream had other plans?

he slowly layed down aswell and put his arms around me and snuggled close to me. "uhh-" i try to say but he stops me "just accept it.." he says