Brother's Bestfriend (Neymar Jr)

Past

MARLENE's POV

The next morning

I woke up. Last night was lit. I don't remember much. Oh god yes I do. Neymar kissed me. How can I tell him I don't feel anything for him? I need some alone time with him, tonight.

Today I am gonna tell Neymar, so many things, no one knows. Except Leo of course.

"Hey. Meet me at my house tonight at 5pm." I texted Neymar

I asked Leo and Anto if they could leave the house for tonight, and they said yes. So tonight I was alone with him.

...

It's almost 5pm now. I am waiting for Neymar. As the clock hits 5, Neymar knocks on my door.

"Hi! Come on in." I said

"Hi." He said and got in the living room

"Want anything to drink?" I asked

"Just water." He said

I brought him a glass of water.

"So where should I start.." I said

"I'm starting." Neymar said. "Look Marlene, I am so sorry about yesterday. We are friends, if you want to be! I know what I did yesterday was wrong and I shouldn't do it again."

"Neymar I am not mad at you for kissing me." I said and he looked at me confused. "I am mad I didn't kiss you back."

"What?" He asked confused

"So everyone has a past right? A good past or a bad past. I kinda had a bad one. When me and Leo were young our parents scared us with so many things. For example they told Leo 'if you talk with a girl who isn't your sister or your mother they can eat you, kidnap you' or they told me 'if you talk to a boy who isn't your brother or your dad they will rape you' and you know these things. We were kids and believed everything they told us, because at the end they were our parents. We grow up never being in a relationship, never having friends. After I turned 18 and Leo turned 22 we moved out. After we moved to our own house I had 6 past relationships. 5 of them were a joke. I dated 5 people in one year as a joke because I wanted to know how it felt to be loved. Then when I turned 19 I had this relationship with John. We dated for 2 years. We were in love and everything but in the last months we were so toxic. He would beat me up sometime. He would scream at me because I forgot to do something even if it wasn't important. From the moment I broke up with him, I dated no one. I made no friends. I don't wanna know the feeling of how it is to be loved. I don't even know how I'm friends with you to be honest. But yeah this is my past, there's nothing you can do about it." I said while my eyes were filled up with tears

There was about 2 minute of silence.

"Marlene. I am so sorry. You are loved though, you really are. Look around you, Leo loves you, Anto loves you, Thiago loves you, Mateo loves you, Ciro loves you and I love you. I am not just 'spreading positivity' but I am telling the truth." Neymar says

"Anyways this is what I wanted you to know. I am so sorry Neymar if you have feelings for me, I don't feel the same." I said sadly

"It's okay. My past isn't actually that bad, I had 3 girlfriends, Bruna Marquezine, Bruna Biancardi and Carolina. I broke up with them because we fell out of love. Me and Carolina are still in contact tho because we have a child together, Davi." Neymar said

"What happened with you and Carolina?" I asked

"After Davi was born, things weren't going on, we just simply fell out of love. It was a friendly break up but it still hurt." He said

While he was talking I was getting lost in his eyes. I don't like him and I hope I never do. Not because he's ugly or something but I am not trusting anyone ever again.

"I think I need to go." Neymar said

"Yeah okay." I said

"Well goodnight. Thank you for calling me over and letting us discuss these things." He said

"Goodnight. You can hug me now." I said and laughed while hugging him.

There was something different about him. I could flirt with him and all but I couldn't love him.

I checked to see more about him and saw that his birthday was tomorrow. Oh god. He is turning 23!!