It's you I want.

9 - He can't be serious.

AN - suddenly i just wanna write all night omg whats happened to me why do i like writing this is weird

It's finally the weekend and I have all the time I want to relax. Unfortunately that means more time to think about stuff. To think about Bill. But I won't let that happen. If I hang out with Jess then maybe I'll have less time to think about him.

Y- 'can we hang out? party or something? i have to stop thinking about bitch boy'

J- 'news bae. party tonight'

What does she mean news?

I roll over grabbing my remote and turning on my TV.

"Bill Kaulitz seen with a woman late at night going back to their hotel. Could they be together?" My TV beamed out loud.

Oh my fucking god.

Y- 'he sucks. party tonight absolutely'

J- 'yay! ill pick u up at 8 xox'

He's definitely not worth it anymore. I thought I'd forgive him if he came back to me soon. But no. What the fuck is he even doing at a hotel? He has a house. I'm so ready for this party.

I spend my time picking out an outfit and slowly getting ready. Showering, eating, brushing my teeth and doing my hair. I have to look good tonight. I need a distraction.

I pull a slim red dress out if my wardrobe. Very booby but thats the goal tonight. I apply some natural but also a little glam makeup to match my dress.

J- 'outside'

I grab my heels and run downstairs to get to Jess.

As I sit down she's handing me a bottle of vodka and two shot glasses.

I stare at her and slam the door. "Girl. You're driving."

"Come on, it's ten minutes away and it won't even kick in straight away." She moans at me.

I roll my eyes and pour out two shots. I put the vodka back in the back of the car. I hand her the shot and smile at her. She counts down. 3, 2, 1. I pull a slight face but she's already used to this.

She parks up on the drive.

"You sure this is a good spot?" I ask her. Who parks on the drive?

"If I sleep with him tonight he won't mind." She winks at me.

I laugh and put my heels on. She's already ahead of me with vodka in one hand and her bag in the other. I rush after her to catch up.

A tall man with blonde wavy hair opens the door. I smile at him and he smiles back as he takes the vodka from Jess and puts his arm around her to bring her in.

There's loud music blasting from almost every corner of the house. I observe my surroundings trying to find some dude to hook up with.

There's people making out in the hot tub, people making out on the couch, people dancing on each other in one area, drinking games in another room, people jumping around in the pool and a corner of a bunch of nerdy people hanging out.

I get tapped on the shoulder and spun around. Beck?

Beck is my ex-boyfriend from roughly a year ago. It ended horribly. But I thought he moved away to Canada. Guess he's back?

I spend most of my evening chatting with him, drinking, and dancing.

I try to find Jess everywhere. I just assume she's with the dude in his bedroom as he is also no where to be seen.

It gets towards the end of the night and Beck asks if I wanna go to his hotel. Obviously I say yes. It's better than picking up some random guy I don't know.

Back at the hotel we have sex and I sleep over.