Lose you to Love me [A Nijisanji EN Fanfic]

Lose you to Love me

A/N. I am back everyone for another fanfic. This is a songfic about Selena Gomez's song "Lose you to Love me".

You can listen to the sing while reading, your choice!

Once again, cover art is not mine! Credits goes to the artist!

Enjoy!

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"You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off-key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours"

Uki grabbed a pile of clothes in his closet and throw them on his bed where his luggage are open wide full of other folded clothes.

"Why do you have so much clothes?" Shu asks sitting on the other side, folding clothes and putting them on another open luggage not far from him.

"Cause there's always new one every year" Uki replied in a 'as-a-matter-of-fact' tone.

Uki looks around his table and grabbed his perfumes and make ups, he stopped on his tracks as he found a picture frame displayed in the corner. He grabbed it gently and a graceful smile full of reminiscing adores his face.

"I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose-colored glasses all distorted
Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin'
When it wasn't yours, yeah"

It was a picture of him and Fulgur in their new apartment when they graduated from university and started to live together.

"I was so happy back then, believing that we would be together forever" Uki started as Shu stopped and glance at him then at the picture frame he was holding.

"But all good things has an end..." Uki trailed off, gone the smile and replaced with a sorrowful frown.

Shu wonders what his friend is thinking but relief washes over him when Uki put the picture frame away in the drawers, not bothering to pack it.

"We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me"

Uki remembers the days he spent romantically with Fulgur. The date nights, the occasional flower giving, cooking together basically everything they've done together.

To him, Fulgur was his everything, he'll do anything even if the world denies his existence. So when his world falls apart, it shattered his fragile heart.

"Have you talk to him?" Shu asks after a long silence.

"Who? " Uki asks as Shu looks at him.