I sat in the chair in the dark waiting for Tom to come back from a party he said he wasn't going to go too, and to beat his ass for cheating on me with a random girl at that party.
Just a couple minutes ago I had opened up my computer and went on the internet and the first thing that popped up was a photo of Tom kissing a girl, his hands on her waist the title being 'Tom cheating on his girlfriend!?' I should've been sad, I should've been in tears but I wasn't. I was sick of his bullshit, always saying 'I promise I'll won't be home late', 'I promise I won't do it ever again', 'I promise I'm gonna change', all of those lies that I wanted to believe but I knew it all was bullshit.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door creek open slowly. I noticed Tom tip towing inside the house trying not to make noise. He slowly closed the door with a little 'click' he let out a sigh of relief and turned on the light, when he turned around he saw me and jumped.
"Where the hell were you" I said glaring at him.
"I told you baby, I was at the studio helping bill record our new song." He says walking towards me.
"I can smell the alcohol on you, you were out partying!" I say acting like I didn't know.
"No I wasn't babe, we just had a few drinks at the studio that's all" he says coming up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist, leaving kisses down my neck softly.
"Don't lie, Tom.." I said sighing tiredly.
"I'm not lying y/n."
yes you are.
If he would have told the truth I would've probably forgave him about going to that party but kissing another girl?.
I had forgotten about that and anger filled me. He was wrapping his arms around my waist like he did the other girl he was kissing me with the same lips he had kissed the other girl with, I felt disgusting.
I pulled away from him and opened my computer the first thing to pop up was him kissing the girl.
I turned my computer around facing him so he could see it. His face fell instantly and morphed into guilt and regret.
"Y/n-" he said but I had cut him off, he doesn't get to speak.
"I don't wanna hear it Tom, not only are you a liar but your a fucking cheater too!" I yelled while rushing past him and running up the stairs into our bedroom.
"Y/n-baby please, it was a mistake! I was drunk! You know I do stupid shit when I'm drunk!" He says entering the room, only to see me bringing out a suitcase
"No, No ,No ,No! Baby please, I'll change-i promise!" He grabbed my hands making me stop from packing anymore clothes, he placed them on his cheeks, his hands over mine.
I felt my face soften as I was actually thinking about giving him another Chance, but I knew that if I did it would end up back to him going to party's, pushing me away and fucking other girls.
I snatched my hands back and started packing again.
"I promise I will-please!"
"No you won't Tom! You say this shit all the fucking time but nothing changes! I am Tired, of always sleeping alone in Our bed, coming home wanting love but never getting it, hearing you come home late drunk from going to parties you say you're never going to go to! You always end up blacking out on the couch leaving me crying on our bed, and when I cry there is no one to comfort me!, when I cook there is no one to eat with me! When I sleep there is no one there to cuddle me, when I wake up there is No one. So I know I deserve better Tom, better then you! I know that I am too good for you and that you don't deserve me! I am leaving..We are done." I get my suit case and rush downstairs heading towards the door, tears filled my eyes.
Tom suddenly steps in front of the door, blocking me from Leaving.
"Move Tom" I wipe my tears as I glare at him.
"I won't let you go, I can't. I love you y/n" he says tears spilling out of his eyes. I paused for a moment.
I Can't stay, I have to go.
"I loved you Tom, since I've met you but I have to go." I say walking towards him, slightly and gently pushing him away from the door.
I open it to hear him let out a cry, making my heart hurt in many different ways.
"I'll come back tomorrow to pick up the rest of my things..goodbye Tom." I walked out the door hearing him cry even more making me shed a few tears.
I walked out to see the paparazzi waiting, before I could do anything they take noticed me quickly.
They sworn me with questions, 'are you and tom taking a break or is this the end of your relationship?' 'Are you and tom still together' 'did you see the post of tom kissing that girl' 'when will we have an update of what's going on between you and tom?' I rushed to my car and threw my bags in there and sat in the drivers seat. I turned on the car letting a few tears fall out.
I drove to my older sisters house since she was the closest person I could get too. I had called her earlier and told her was had happen and if I could stay at her house, she said yes.
I knocked on the door waiting for her to open it, once she did she gave me a sad smile and opened her arms for me. I hugged her crying. She was shushing me and telling me 'its going to be okay'.
She led me to a spare room, the guest room and let me stay in there to rest.
Once I put my stuff away, I laid down and opened my phone and going on twitter hoping to get my mind off of things. When I opened it I saw a pictures of me leaving Tom's house with my suitcase in hand clearly crying, people tweeted things like
'if they actually broke up I'm going to Die'
'I wouldn't blame Y/n if I found out my Boyfriend was cheating I would break up with him too🤷♀️ #slay #girlboss #AsSheShould'
'Finally Toms single maybe I have a chance with him😩'
'Y/n's a baddie she don't deserve Tom she deserves someone like me😏'
'Tom deserves better anyway'
shit like that.
I sighed and thought it was better for me to just go to sleep, so I shut my eyes and started to drift off.
