I woke up to my phone going off. I rubbed my eyes and picked up my phone to see hundreds of messages and calls from bill, gustav, georg and Tom.
Finally I remember what had happened yesterday. I sighed as I got out of bed, I picked something cozy to wear then put on my shoes. I got out my room to see my sister in the kitchen.
"Morning y/n, how you holding up?" She asks.
I just shrugged, I didn't know what I feeling right now, I didn't know if I felt guilt, sadness, anger, or regret.
"I made some breakfast" she said pointing to the bacon and eggs.
"I'm not hungry" I noticed the sadness in her eyes.
"I'll eat when I get back, S/n" I say sending her a smile then heading towards the bathroom.
I looked in the mirror to see my red puffy eyes. I rubbed them, not helping the redness.
I sighed as water filled my hands and I started washing my face. My heart hurting from the memories from last night.
I decided to just try to get it over with and head to tom's to pick up my things.
I grabbed my keys and walked out the door, not having to notify S/n because she already knew where I was going.
I took out my phone and opened messages staring at Toms contact, 342 unread messages from him.
I press on his contact to see him apologizing and saying he would actually change this time, and how he loves me and how he couldn't live without me. A few tears escape my eyes, i Quickly wipe them off.
"I'm heading over there to pick up my thing's." I texted and shut off my phone.
I leaned my head against the steering wheel and took a deep breath. I started the car and headed towards Toms house.
When I got there I parked, I took a deep breath and exited the car. I made my way towards Toms door after I had messaged him I was here. I went to knock but the door slowly creeped open.
My eyebrows frowned together. I opened the door fully, the smell of cigarettes and liquor hit my nose making me scrunch my face.
I looked around, glass bottles of beers all around the floor even some broken. I walked in the living room to see Tom sitting down on the couch drinking a bottle of beer, his now red eyes puffy from crying, dried tears on his face. He didn't spare me a glance, that's when I finally noticed my bags full of my stuff next to the kitchen island.
I made my way over to my bags, glass crunching under my shoes with every step I took.
I grabbed my bags and headed back to the door, I took one last look at Tom to see that he had put his glass beer bottle down, his face now full of brand new tears, making my heart ache. I finally noticed his Bloody hands. His knuckles bruised purple, the palm of his hands bleeding from small pieces of glass.
I put down my bags right in-front of the front door. I walk back into the living room into the kitchen, reaching on top of the fridge I reach the first aid.
I walk towards Tom, his eye's focused on his bloody hands.
I kneel down on my knees, I slowly grab hold of his hands, he finally looks at me with his tearful eyes.
I blinked a lot to contain myself from crying.
I opened the first aid, I grabbed a piece of towel and started gently wiping the blood off of both Toms hands. Once I had got as much as I could off I picked up the tweezers.
"This is going to sting a bit" I whispered, cutting the silence.
I plucked one by one of the pieces of glass out of Tom's hand, Tom hissing, and moving in pain.
Once I was done i put of some cream on top of his scars, I pulled out bandages to cover his hands. I slowly and gently wrapped it around one of his hands then the other. I glanced up at Tom to see him staring at me with love struck eyes.
"There." I whispered slowly letting go of his hands.
I stand up but get pulled back down from Tom pulling me from my hands, he hisses in pain
"Don't go, please" he begs as he stares at me with Those eyes. I look away not wanting too look at him.
"Tom-"
"Y/n please, I love you. I'm not saying that for you just to stay, no. I'm saying I love you because I really do, I loved you since I first laid my eyes on you, since I first heard your voice, since I've known you. I can't live without you, I don't know what I would do without you, you are my life, y/n Please, I beg, don't leave me. I will change. I will Really change, please." He was holding my hands my hands on his cheeks with his hands over mine just like yesterday.
Tears fill my eyes as I stared into Tom's eyes, something changed, He's changed.
I lean up and kiss him, I feel him smile against the kiss. His Bandaged up hands make their way to the back of my head, my hands on his chest.
"You don't know how much I've missed you" he says breaking the kiss, leaving kisses all over my face.
I let out a laugh and hug him.
I felt Loved.
I was rushing so pls don't judge💀
