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p.t - 23

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You woke up with a headache. You caressed your forehead as it hurted so much. Last night after seohyun left you cried yourself to sleep . Rubbing your eyes you went to the washroom.

Looking at your reflection on the mirror only one word could be described.

Ruined.

You felt like everything is ruined, your fluffy eyes held sorrow, bloody red nose and slightly swollen lips from his assaults and you biting on them.

You felt disgusted. You wanted to scream on top of your lungs and rub your body till you remove his touch apart from your delicate body.

And that's exactly what you did.

Turning on the shower you started sobbing and rubbing your neck, arms, lips and everywhere he touched you.

But the feeling is not going away, you felt devastated remembering his words,

"Your place is under me,"

You rubbed your lips harshly remembering how he kissed you without your consent.

"Fucking you."

You started crying out loud as you felt like nothing but a "Thing" to him.

He wants to use you the way he wants, play you whenever it is necessary and needed and than shut you off like you never mattered.

His words ringed again and again as and you cried your heart out while rubbing your body, you felt your body burning from the harshness of your hands but you scratched yourself like a mad women.

"Why!!" And than finally you shouted. Sliding down on the fogged glass wall you dropped your head on the floor between your hands. "Why me?" You whispered only for you to hear. You had a mental breakdown, you wanted to be strong but you felt like everything is slipping out of your hands.

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After changing only in a knee length white tshirt you sat on your bed, brushing your wet hair back to let it air dry you took a hold of your phone.

There was a message from Jackson.

Jackson: Dare not to show up next week at the amusement park, I'm going to ignore you fr. =_=

You just left him seen. You don't know what to say. From the moment he landed on korea he has been wishing on meeting you, as he missed you so much, he had to handle his father's buisness so he left for like two and half year. But you didn't lost contact with him you had that GC where you talks with your best friends.

Talking about best friends you remembered you hadn't texted wendy, not Jennie in a while, they must be worried for you, as they got to know the real face of the cold hearted monster they started worrying about you so much.

You don't want Jackson to learn anything that's happening here, cause you know he wouldn't sit back till he snatches you away from the monster. But you don't want that you just can't do that.

What about your parents.

They're so happy with your marriage and you've no rights on snatching their happiness away from them.

They raised you for what? Can't you even do this for their happiness.

When you were little they took care of every little thing needed and fulfilled your every wish just to keep you happy even when you are an adult. They asked for your happiness you've willingly said yes for this marriage and now when everything is alright everyone is happy you wants to ruin it? Snatch your parents little happiness?