Pornstar (hiatus)

Chapter 1

Just like every evening after coming home from work, Warren switched on his laptop to watch his favorite porn movie and jerk off. It was the highlight of his day, and everything he looked forward to since yesterday: to finally see the perfect body of his one true love, the pornstar Jack.

Just like every evening, Warren fantasized of what it would be like to be Jack's lover in the movie while he pleasured himself, and just like every evening, he felt lonely and miserable once he was done.
When would he ever meet him? When would his fantasies finally become a reality?
With a heavy sigh, Warren cleaned himself off and closed the laptop. He hated his life. The only thing that made it worth living, was that perfect man who didn't even know that he existed, even though Warren loved him beyond reason and was certain they were destined for each other.

Just like every evening, Warren made himself a microwave dinner in his miniature kitchen, before returning to his laptop to cyberstalk his future husband.
Jack was the reason Warren had moved to L.A. a few years ago, but meeting him had turned out to be far harder than Warren had anticipated; he had thought that sooner or later they would run into each other if they lived in the same city, but it hadn't happened. Nevertheless, Warren hadn't given up hope, and was working at the law firm Jennings & Schäfer as a personal assistant to mister Jennings while he waited to finally lose his virginity to Jack. Sooner or later it had to happen, simply because he wanted it so much.

The next day, just like every morning, Warren rode his bike to work, and thus began another monotonous day at the law firm, from which Warren couldn't wait to get home so he could spend some more time watching porn. Often he didn't even jerk off to it, he simply watched it because he wanted to spend some time with Jack, who was so beautiful and amazing and-

"Good morning, Warren!"

Warren was violently ripped from his daydreams by Garrett, one of the company's top lawyers while he waited for the elevator. Garrett had been working there for around 7 years, and was hoping to be made partner, but so far that hadn't happened.

"Hey, man. Excited for today?"

"Yes, I can't wait!" Garrett said excitedly as they began walking towards the elevator together.

Today was a board meeting where mister Jennings would be announcing his retirement and, hopefully, his successor. Warren really hoped it would be Garrett because out of all the lawyers in the company, he liked him best; he was the closest thing Warren had to a friend.

"Are you going to attend the meeting?" Garrett continued as they rode up to their respective floors.

"No, I have to file a bunch of things for Jennings, but let me know how it goes, okay?" Warren waved after Garrett as he exited on his floor.

"Will do!"

Warren had another two floors up to the top floor where mister Jennings and mister Schäfer's offices were located, and where Monica, mister Schäfer's assistant was already sitting on her desk.

"Morning!" she said in her ever-cheerful voice.

"Good morning," Warren returned politely, sitting down at his own desk in front of mister Jennings's office, opposite Monica's desk.

"You'll never guess what I heard!" Monica began her usual gossip in a hushed voice while Warren tried to ignore her by escaping into his fantasy world where Jack would show up on a white stallion and rescue him from his miserable existence.

It wasn't too long before mister Jennings left for his meeting, so Warren could watch a bit of porn (with the sound switched off, of course), now that he was sure no one was inside the office behind him. His everyday work was rather mundane and mostly consisted of filing and stacking papers, getting coffee and answering phone calls, so he could afford to look at Jack a little bit while he waited to finally go home again.
It was already Friday so that made him extra anxious to leave because it meant he had two whole days to stay at home and do absolutely nothing other than fantasize about his love all day. But first he still had to get through today, and today was a very stressful day due to this whole retirement issue.