Tom Kaulitz is a well known player who can't get a serious relationship, but everything is going to change when an other guitarist named Ivy Miller will meet him. is it Fate?
I stood there, smiling like an idiot at his message.
what's wrong with me?
When it was 8, I decided to get ready. I opted for a makeup highlighting my eyes. This is what he liked most about me, as he had already told me.
I put on music again, I can't do anything without it.
I decided to play « My Own Summer (Shove It ) » from my favorite band: Deftones.
I tried to clear my face as much as possible so that he could look at it as much as he wanted. That was one of my major assets.
I admired the result of my work.
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I knew Tom would love this look, and so will Bill.
I was a little stressed about meeting the other members of their groups but I figured it would be okay because we all had the same passion.
I headed to the living room to take care of the preparations when I saw Christina had taken care of it. What would I do without her?
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. Christina ordered me to open the door as she was still busy in the kitchen.
When I opened the door I saw Alex and Molly: the other two members of our group. We had known each other since middle school and had been inseparable ever since. Especially Alex and Molly who were a couple. I always thought of Alex as a big brother and Molly and Christina as my sisters.
« Hey girl, you look stunning! » Molly says while giving me a hug. « Thanks Mol! »
Alex grabbed me by the waist and lifted me as if I weighed nothing as he spun me around.
« My little Ivy is growing up so fast, she wants a boyfriend now. You'll see how I'm going to interrogate him to see if he deserves you. » Alex says, putting me down gently and giving me a hug.
I laugh looking at my two friends. If I wanted a relationship with Tom, I would want it to be like theirs.
Someone knocked on the door. When I opened it again, I found the twins accompanied by Gustav and Georg, the two other members of their group that Christina had already told me about.
Tom approached me to give me a hug, when I saw, AN HICKEY ON HIS NECK?!
I felt myself turning pale. I dodged his hug to go say hello directly to Bill and the others.
He looked confused and hurt but still turned to greet the members of my group.
Bill hugged me and I took the opportunity to whisper to him: « Next time, you'll tell your brother to cover up his hickey. »
I didn't give him time to answer when Alex put his arm around my shoulders as if to protect me.
Tom looked at me still confused and especially jealous of Alex's manner.
We all headed to the living room and settled in.
Tom took me by the arm, leading me into the kitchen, where, thankfully, Christina was no longer.
« What's up with you? » he said, his hand still clinging to my arm. « Are you shitting me right now? » I replied.
I got rid of his hand. and crossed my arms over my chest. Tom continued to observe me without understanding.
« You literally have a fucking hickey on your neck, Tom. » I said, furious.
He covered his neck in shame. Then, ashamed and angry said: « You can always say that but I know you care about me or you wouldn't be having a fit. Besides, your friend Alex seems to like you a lot more if I'm not mistaken. »
is he stupid?
« Alex and I have been friends since middle school, he's like my big brother. Plus he's in a relationship with Molly. So he didn't have time to make me an hickey!! » I said, practically screaming.
I felt tears coming so I left without saying anything, disappointed. I walked towards the group who were talking without having noticed anything, except Bill who came towards me to talk to me privately.
« Tom is a jerk, he cares about you but he still has his ways. I'm not defending him on this point but try to understand. » he said as he took me in his arms.
I don't say anything. I stayed in his arms enjoying the moment. Bill was right, but what Tom was doing was annoying me. I'd rather keep my ego in check than take the first step towards him.
I wasn't one of the girls he slept with one night and dumped the next. If he didn't change his ways, we couldn't build something healthy together.
We rejoined the group, where Tom had taken his place. I sat down next to Bill when I felt eyes on me. Tom. He was playing with his piercing, annoyed.
asshole
I felt my cell phone vibrate in my pocket. Tom: meet me upstairs.
I read the message and Tom stood up, motioning for me to follow him.
I got up and walked up the stairs to join him. He was in my room, sitting on my bed.
how did he guess it was my room?
« What do you want now, Tom? » I asked as I put my hands on my hips.
« Look, I'm sorry. I screwed up last night, went to a club and drank too much. I shouldn't have been jealous either when I was in the wrong. » he said, coming closer to me.
I took my head in my hands and looked at him.
« If you ever do this again, I will fuck you up, understand?? » I said.
He smiled and put his hands around my waist.
« I'm obsessed with you, Ivy. »
He stole a quick kiss and whispered to me: « We should join the others before we do something you'll regret... »
« Why would I be the only one to regret it? » I asked him with a small smile.
« Because I will always be up for it. » he said, winking at me and taking my hand to join the others.
