More tears strained down my face I couldn't help it but I looked hard into the chest and there was my small skinny looking sister, Betsy pale white. I covered my mouth with my hand and looked away, I screamed. My husband Geoff ran out to me in a puzzled mode there was me shouting
"It was me! , it was me"
My tears were uncontrollable I fell, tripped on my own guilt, its the feeling that no one should go through.
Why does this have to be my life! Me Laura my life is ruined. Geoff looks at me so disgusted to see my face, he shook his head and started to rub his arms as if he was cold.
But it was hot he was just confused. He started to run he was scared of me he took my kids and drove somewhere he left me stranded with my dead sister crouched in my toy box. Her head tilted to look straight at me it was scary her eyes were dark grey and swirly. Then she blinked.