Thoughts!

Whispers of special friendship

Sometimes some words are enough to smile, 

Sometimes some words are enough to change our lives, 

Sometimes you are damn enough for me to keep me alive, 

Sometimes your words are enough to let me die.

I thought we were friends, 

I thought we were chilling together, 

Thought of your makes me happy, 

Yet I am not able to identify what makes me unhappy?

I have been asking this question for long, 

I am trying to smile, 

The last time we enjoyed together, 

The last time we smiled together, 

The last time we spent time together, 

The last time we had fun together.

It was best for me, 

Yet I want to know what it was for you? 

I was happy with you, 

But were you happy with me?

I smiled, 

I laughed, 

In those moments with you, my dear friend, 

We painted memories, till the very end. 

But now, I ponder and start to see, 

The shadows of doubt that clouded me.

Were my smiles as genuine as I believed? 

Or were they simply tricks that you deceived? 

Did laughter echo in your heart the same? 

Or was it just a part of the game we played?

I cherish those times, that much is true, 

But I'm left with questions, and I ask of you, 

Were you content with me by your side? 

Or did you hide your feelings deep inside?

As I reminisce about those nights, 

I'm left wondering, my dear, like a lost child. 

For sometimes some words are enough to hide, 

The truths we bury, deep down inside.