God knows I tried || A Bill/Tom Kaulitz fanfic

I think we should go - Chapter four

We're at the counter as Tom pays for our ice cream and I'm thinking, I mean we've just met adn it's our first time hanging out. I've never felt more attracted to someone before and I don't know if I can find it again. I'm sure that has happened to him before but I don't think I want to be just one of the girls he can have sex with.

I'm starting to wonder if he meant we should do that again. He's probably said that to many other girls before but I should stop thinking so much into this again, I've only just met him.

He offers me my ice cream with a confused look on his face and I realise I've been zoned out, I grab the ice cream and start walking to a table and sit down, Tom beside me. It's only then when I sit down do I realise he didn't flirt with the woman at the counter. I surely thought he would, strange. We start eating our ice cream in silence and I zone out again.

He grabs my hand that's resting on the table so I look up, he's got that confused expression again. "Lottie, are you alright. You seem out of it." As I was about to open my mouth to start with the much needed conversation about what we could be, someone comes up to Tom and I. It's a woman, of course. She's got, obviously, dyed blonde hair and you can tell she's had some surgery done. If you know what I mean. I didn't like the look of her.

She starts speaking with Tom and then Tom let's go of my hand, turning to the girl all the way. I scoff and my hand goes to the back of my neck as I'm embarrased I even thought for a second he'd go for me. He's always been a player and he alway will be. I pick up my spoon to start eating my ice cream, but I stop and put it down. When I'm in a bad mood , (someone sets me off), I stop eating. It's obvious one of those times is now.

I told Daisy I wouldn't do anything dumb, I can't break that promise. I also told her Tom wouldn't even think of setting me off, but here we are. I tap around for my phone and find it in my jean back pocket, I open it up and glance at Tom and the girl. They don't even notice me so I stand up and click on Daisy's contact as I walk to the bathroom. She answers after the second ring, she must think something's wrong. Not like she's wrong.

I try to greet her but she interrupts me, "What's wrong, Lotts?" I shake my head because she knows me so well. I sigh and think back to Tom and that girl. I'm not really upset, just disappointed mostly. I've only just met him, but I had high hopes for him, he seemed nicer. Well, before he started talking to other girls when I just sucked him off in a public place.

I told Daisy what happened, Me and Tom in the movies, the toilets, the paparazzi and now the girl he's talking to. The reason I'm in a bad mood. To be honest, it doesn't take alot for me to stop eating, one bad move and it all goes down. That's why I rarely eat in public places. "Lotts, I'm really sorry but you have to get your ass out there and do something about it. When you get back in we can order out and forget about it, forget about him. Watch netflix, how does that sound?" I smile at her effort to cheer me up.

"That sounds great, Daise. Thank you." I reply in a happier tone. We say our goodbyes but she starts talking again before I hang up, "Remember Scarlett, don't do anything stupid. Promise." I sigh for what feels like the hundereth time today and I answer her,
"I promise I won't do anything stupid, Daise." She says a 'good' before we re-say our goodbyes and we hang up.

I turn around to look in the mirror and stare at myself, thinking. I don't know what to do. Maybe I could just ignore him and tell him to drive me home, or get a taxi. Maybe I could flirt with another guy. I don't think he'd like that. I smirk to myself, thinking about doing that but I realise I can't put in the effort. I walk towards the door and leave.

I walk up to mine and Toms table and he's looking at me as I walk up, the girl gone. I sit down, "You got her number?" He nods his head with a proud smile on his face that I'd like to slap off. I start playing with my ice cream that's nearly completely melted now, I look up at him and I start to ask him to take me home, when we notice people starting to look and whisper. I'm guessing they just found out two celebrity's are at their local ice cream shop.

We don't really do anything until a group of crazed out fans start making their way to us, me and Tom look at eachother and he grabs my hand, "I think we should go. Then we start to run out of the buidling to his car. While running I psuh his hand off of mine and run without him holding me. He's not flirting with a girl right infront of me and expecting me to go right back to him, right? He probably thought I was in the toilets the whole  time. He's such a man-whore.

We get in his car and he starts driving away. I don't know where. We don't say a word or make a sound. As we're driving it starts to pour down, a couple seconds later it starts to hail. I sigh because the hotel I'm staying at is quite far away. Only then do either of us speak, and its him, "I think we should to my hotel, we're a bit far from yours. But if you don't want to I'll drive you to where you're staying."

I look down for a few seconds, wondering. It's hailing down, he knows it's better for us to go to the hotel he's staying at, he knows I may not be comfortable with that, he knows how far away where I'm staying is. He knows this and he's still offering to take me to my place, I smile a bit as he goes back to being a gentleman. I still don't forgive him for flirting with that girl but it's nice that he doesn't mind driving in the hail all the way across town.

I let out a soft sigh before shaking my head, I don't want to seem rude. "No, it's ok. I'lll just hang out with you, and mayne the rest of the band, at yours." I answer, looking at him and I notice the small smile on his lips that I'm sure he's trying to hide. He's not doing a very good job, though.

About five minutes later, we're at his hotel. We get out and he try's to grab my hand again, I obviously take my hand away from his. He sends me a confused look and I shrug him off and we walk inside.

We walk up to his room, not saying anything, and he opens it. "Ladies first." He says with a small smile. I roll my eyes and walk in. He closes the door behind him and all of a sudden we hear a voice.

"Hey, I didn't know she was coming here." I look towards the voice and my eyes widen. It's Bill.