God knows I tried || A Bill/Tom Kaulitz fanfic

Do you like girls? - Chapter six

I look at Toms face for a reaction first and he's smirking while nodding his head. I think he likes my idea. I then turn to Bill and he looks excited, that only excites me more. I feel a pull to him, like we're meant to atleast be friends. Though, I've got a feeling we could be more than that-wait what? Anyway. I ignore my own thoughts for my own sake - maybe Toms aswell. Look I don't know what happened in that bathroom or why it happened but either we talk it out or we leave it. I'm leaning towards leaving it because that would be an uncomfortable conversation and I'm not sure if I want to be in a relationship with him.

I look back at Tom, I'm about to ask him something when he cuts me off, "Bill will invite Georg and Gustav, and get the alcohol." He says with a playful smirk, he then looks up at Bill behind my head and his playful expression falters a bit but he fights to keep it there. I turn to look at Bill and he's too slow to change his expression as I saw him staring at his brother with hatred, I would say anger but this doesn't look like a normal brother fight. That look shows hatred.

Bill looks down at me while changing the hatred on his face to look as if he's calm, he smiles down at me and I nearly melt. "I'll be just five minutes, don't have too much fun without me." I look into his eyes and I can tell he's not as calm as he's showing off. I nod and smile at him, he nods and gets up, going to walk past Tom. When he gets to Tom he motions for Tom to follow him, so he gets up and they walk over to the door and leave. I pull out my phone to check if Daisy has text me, she has and as soon as I start typing back a reply I hear Bills voice start to get louder.

I figure they're just outside the door as if they were any further and I could hear them so could the neighbours, and they could get someone called on them as a noise complaint. I try to listen in on their conversation but then I realise they're talking in German. They probably know I don't speak German so obviously this conversation is not meant for me to hear, I still try to listen in on the way they're speaking, though. Bills speaking as if he's trying to keep quiet but he's too angry to actually be quiet.

I don't hear Tom but after Bills done with his, I'm guessing, angry rant or telling off, Tom starts speaking. It's like he's not even trying to be quiet which makes me worried we'll get a noise complaint. Toms talking fast, but he's not stuttering at all. It sounds like he's said what he's saying a thousand times already. I look back down at my phone, still listening to Toms voice, noting how angry he sounds. I can't properly tell as I'm not out there, I can't see them and I don't speak their mother tongue.

I try and stop eavesdropping to their argument in another language, and read Daisy's text again.

Hi lottie, I just woke up from my nap and noticed there's a horrible storm outside. Will you be able to get home or do you have somewhere closer that you can stay? Also, are you alright and remember to take your medicine!!!
I smile at her text as she shows she cares, but sometimes I don't know if that's because she's my manager or if it's because she's my friend. I hope it's the latter, it'd be nice for someone to care about me because they genuinely love me. I start typing back my reply.

I'm ok Daise, thank you. I'm staying at Toms hotel room tonight, as he offered and we were only five minutes away. I promise I'll take my medicine, thanks for reminding me.
I send it and think about what I just said. I promised her I'd take my meds, but even if I take them now I won't be able to drink and there's no way I'm not drinking tonight. I sigh when I realise I promised her, but it's not like my meds help anyway. I'll be fine.

I didn't even realise the arguing stopped and the hotel room door opened again until Tom sat next to me. I throw my phone on a chair by the bed and turn only my head to look at him. He's already looking at me, and I want to ask what the argument was about but he cuts me off when I open my mouth.