𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋

XIII: Untold Truth

Flashback …

Y/n's POV

Jennie's death was never reported to the media in Spain even if there are reporters who went to the house, as if it's a secret and no one should know. Her body was flown back to Korea, today is her final wake, all of her close friends all went to see her one last time but me. I locked myself in the room without letting anyone see or talk to me, I'm just sitting at the corner of the room crying by myself. Ever since I saw Jennie's lifeless body in Spain, things were never the same

How much I blame myself for everything. If I stayed by her side and fought for us then she'll still be alive and I'll still have her. I wish I wasn't a coward, I shouldn't have let fear eat me up

How much I regretted everything, she went through a lot of hardships and I was never there for her when she was there for me during my hard times. I regretted everything that made me lose her

But why, Jen? Why did you leave me? You could've waited for me, I didn't forget about you, I was looking for you. Why?

"Y/n, we're going to Jennie's… Come with us. Jennie would want you to see her off before she gets buried" I heard Jisoo's voice

How can I show myself to Jennie when I wasn't there when she needed me the most? She probably hated and cursed at me moments before her death

A week later …

I packed my stuff and left my room seeing uncle and Jimin

"Y/n, where are you going?" Uncle asked when they saw the suitcase

"Can I go back to Spain? I don't wanna stay here" I said

"Alright, if that'll help you heal, I wouldn't stop you"

"Thank you" I approached uncle and hugged him

Some time …

I stopped by the hospital to check on dad, I haven't seen him in months. I peeked into the room and saw him sleeping, I can't go inside because mom is still mad at me. I don't blame her, I was irresponsible for leaving dad that night

I walked away and on the way to the elevator when I pass by mom, we looked at each other

"Mom.."

"I haven't seen you in months, you still look the same. I guess life is easy on you, huh?"

"It's not, mom. You don't know what I have gone through" I said

"And you don't know what me and your father had gone through! Ever since the night you left him, complications and everything started to happen and it won't go away. You brought bad luck to this family" mom said and walked out

Jennie left me, even my own mom? What a great life I'm living on

Three days later …

I went back to the house Jennie and Suho lived in, now it's covered in police yellow tape and abandoned. Staring at it, I could imagine all the things Jennie experienced in this house. Mina said that from the autopsy result, Jennie had a lot of bruises and cigarettes burns in her body

It fucking kills me that I wasn't able to protect her, why do I have to come too late? I wish I could turn back time and redo all the shitty decisions I had made that made me lose her

"It's you, you're Y/n" A middle aged woman goes to me, she's Korean, I guess?

"Wait here, I have something to give to you" she immediately went inside her house next to the house Jennie stayed at